I managed to find my old poems! I read through quite a few of them as well. I would like to say most of this were done in my middle school years. With that being said they are not very good and I have most definatly improved (at least I like to think I have matured from my middle school brain).

I would also like to point out that these were all made before I became a Dedicated Spiritual Satanist. So any sayings of angels and heaven are not related to christian meanings. Those words even in the past were nothing but a concept to me. and image or embodiment. they had a meaning to them. But for me, it wasn't a "christian" meaning of them. to me Angel meant something to protect or guide. watching over me. Not some all good glowing perfect being telling me to only do right and perfect and yada yada. To me back then Heaven meant some place that was good, happy, peaceful. Just the meaning of it. not that some place you went to after some big judgement after you die. Some Poems did play off of that. because that's what most people liked and would understand. But even back then. I never considered myself christian. i never believed in that. even if i did believe in something. it was surely not some all good god that was forever judging my actions and i would be sent to "hell" if i did so much wrong. or that would punish me if i didn't believe in him. all of that and more. i just thought to get that out of the way. i have never considered myself christian or believing in them. even if i saw some of their concepts. back then to me heaven just meant some wonderful place where things would be happy. and angel would do nothing but protect me no matter my personal choices ect.

onto another note. i miss poetry and writing dearly and hope so much to get back into it again. so again if anyone want's to give me some topics to write off of or idea's to help me get back into it i would love to hear! i stopped writing in middle school just about do to a bad mental state I was in at the time. Even if i seamed happy i wasn't all quite there most of the time. and a passion i dearly loved managed to slip away from me and i havent been able to grasp it back.

I do hope to do some colab work with a friend of mine at somepoint as well. so we'll see where that goes.

hopefully i'll be popping out some more poems and stories more frequently now!