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Kura's life update
8 years ago
Been 2 months since you last heard from me. Sorry.. but I was super stressed/anxious while awaiting news and such of this visa thing for me to stay here with my mate.
It's been such chaos and bullshit.. really. I'd been holding off and angry rant about this stupid VFS crap the government uses and the corruption and buggery..etc. I wanted an answer to give you all and not just my fuming anger. Well we almost have our definitive answer.. a good one. So fingers crossed it stays good <3 ..Either I can be married soon, or we have to jump through more expensive hoops of waiting and them fucking us over weeks/months of visa time. (sure they accept the extensions and then mess it up for you)
It's costing us thousands.. and what have I been doing? Sleeping, eating, and Skyrim. ..Yes Skyrim, I got back into a year old save and just...I've been grinding it every night now. It's calming. Keeping me from the anxiety and panic attacks. Often I can't sleep at night.. I haven't been sleeping as much as I usually do, weekends I've just been chugging a Monster and going 24hrs at a time and then crash.
I've been in limbo of illegally/legally here in this country. I skipped the plane back home, so I won't be returning to the USA. Can't afford that, or if I did..the flight back to my mate (he cannot handle life without me, specially with his work at this point) , and really..I don't want to go back to the US at this time. Really guys.. fucking Nazis? It was bad enough Trump got elected once I left but.. jeeze .__.
Now that we have half an answer..and I'm legally here again. I've been back at art.
international relationships are beyond stressful and expensive and just.. AUUGGHHhhhhhhh..
So yes, the Kura is alive. The Kura has been doing lots of quests, alchemy, and blacksmithing to avoid reality and sleep. The Kura also found out she cannot handle a single night without her mate without a full blown panic attacks and almost fainting because of it (need air -breathes-) but the Kura has learned calming techniques for her anxiety attacks and was able to just swoon onto the bed and sleep the time without him away. Kura is good now. Kura is kind nibble. Kura is doing her arts and taking her pills. Yes.
It's been such chaos and bullshit.. really. I'd been holding off and angry rant about this stupid VFS crap the government uses and the corruption and buggery..etc. I wanted an answer to give you all and not just my fuming anger. Well we almost have our definitive answer.. a good one. So fingers crossed it stays good <3 ..Either I can be married soon, or we have to jump through more expensive hoops of waiting and them fucking us over weeks/months of visa time. (sure they accept the extensions and then mess it up for you)
It's costing us thousands.. and what have I been doing? Sleeping, eating, and Skyrim. ..Yes Skyrim, I got back into a year old save and just...I've been grinding it every night now. It's calming. Keeping me from the anxiety and panic attacks. Often I can't sleep at night.. I haven't been sleeping as much as I usually do, weekends I've just been chugging a Monster and going 24hrs at a time and then crash.
I've been in limbo of illegally/legally here in this country. I skipped the plane back home, so I won't be returning to the USA. Can't afford that, or if I did..the flight back to my mate (he cannot handle life without me, specially with his work at this point) , and really..I don't want to go back to the US at this time. Really guys.. fucking Nazis? It was bad enough Trump got elected once I left but.. jeeze .__.
Now that we have half an answer..and I'm legally here again. I've been back at art.
international relationships are beyond stressful and expensive and just.. AUUGGHHhhhhhhh..
So yes, the Kura is alive. The Kura has been doing lots of quests, alchemy, and blacksmithing to avoid reality and sleep. The Kura also found out she cannot handle a single night without her mate without a full blown panic attacks and almost fainting because of it (need air -breathes-) but the Kura has learned calming techniques for her anxiety attacks and was able to just swoon onto the bed and sleep the time without him away. Kura is good now. Kura is kind nibble. Kura is doing her arts and taking her pills. Yes.
Skyrim always comes back for you.
Unless Bethesda makes a new one.
And if you get lost in that, nothing wrong with that :)
As long as it takes your mind of things and makes you feel better <3
I hope everything works better for you soon
It's a pretty big mod- but treat it as its own game and story.
Beautifully done and an absolutely amazing and compelling story to it :)
Will keep you busy for quite a few hours if not days (depending on how hard you grind yourself in to it)