So..i think my problem is i have like the mind of a spoiled little girl, i mean

I get obssessed with the idea of getting something i can´t get or i was told i´d not be able to, even with relationships and all, and i get kinda indifferent and rejectfull about those i have, or in the relationship case, want me...

Really kewties... you are better off without me, it´s like, what the hell am i doing?.. even i know what happens to that kind of people ( like, dying alone and emo stuff like that ).

Like for example...i´ve got a bunch of girls ( and a smaller bunch of guys ) asked me to date or be mates...so either i...say no...or say yes and make one crappy partner there....but, i see someone who dosen´t want a thing with me, and i am all like trying to flirt and shit around, and i´m sure i´ve harrassed some people i truly like, but i just keep messing up with that....

So more than a rant or something, i think you could see this as an apology or something, well talking about this problem is like, a step forward no?..meh haha, i should start being good with those who care about me and leave alone those who don´t