I've always been a bit nervous with climate stuff, but ever since the other year when we had that drought, it's been a really intense anxiety, paranoia over it almost. I know that the rains will return, but deep in my brain, I keep wondering what if they don't?

I used to really look forward to summer because of all the stuff it brings, but now I seem to loathe it, I hate how dry its become and the fact that it seems to drag on forever. I try to think to myself to take care of my own area and do smaller things that I can, but still, by brain seems to want to worry about everything else as well and I hate that I can't really do much about it.

I'm usually not bothered by wildfires because I know how they're important but with how many are happening, that's starting to get me to not feel good about that.
I feel like so much of what's happening could have been avoided if people listened and weren't so greedy and I am mad that they decided to let this happen and refuse to believe it was going to.

It IS really scary to think about what's happening, and some people's ongoing ignorance. But that's why we have to keep acting in spite off them, to keep trying to make the world a better place. Channel that anger into action. (I also strongly recommend picking up a copy of the book "Drawdown" or checking out drawdown.org as they have a LOT of concrete solutions for reversing climate change.)