So.. over the past decade, my brother constantly tells me how I am a "Sociopath" and such and.. it honestly concerns me, because I know I've shown some sociopathic behaviors in the past but I don't think I do anymore..

I've shown other symptoms of other mental illnesses/issues as well, like.. obviously, Depression and anxiety.. as well as Bi-polarism, OCD and schizophrenia, most of these, I don't show enough symptoms to officially call them my own mental illnesses, the only ones I do show enough of would be Depression, anxiety and OCD.

I've never been in a mental hospital.. unlike quite a few of my friends and well.. I thought about enlisting myself to one in the past because I don't think I'm mentally healthy enough to do anything like a normal person does.

Honestly, I probably wouldn't be so concerned about my mental health if it wasn't for my brother and for what happened in Texas.

I just wish I was someone else who had no mental illnesses/issues as well as being physically fit and attractive.