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hi yes hello i'm back
8 years ago
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the past year and half has been something of an experience, both good and bad.
been trying to figure out how to word this post. do i explain what happened? do i not? how do i apologize to those i left hanging? what should i say? what shouldn't i?
so.
a lot of stuff happened last year.
at the beginning of this year, i was hospitalized for a suicide attempt. since then, i've been given an actual diagnosis and have been in multiple therapies and voc. to get myself better.
and i'm finally getting to a stable place.
there's been...so much going on and i've been getting healthy. i feel strong enough to be able to communicate with folks again.
i know there are clients i owe work. i will ask you email me at illustrations.by.nico@gmail.com to work something out.
i really cannot express how sorry i am for dropping off the face of the earth as i did. my problems in my life built up and i had tried to run and hide from them. none of that ended well and it's taken me the year to straighten things out for myself.
i hope you all can forgive me for my silence and my slowness as i settle back in and do what i can to make things right.
been trying to figure out how to word this post. do i explain what happened? do i not? how do i apologize to those i left hanging? what should i say? what shouldn't i?
so.
a lot of stuff happened last year.
at the beginning of this year, i was hospitalized for a suicide attempt. since then, i've been given an actual diagnosis and have been in multiple therapies and voc. to get myself better.
and i'm finally getting to a stable place.
there's been...so much going on and i've been getting healthy. i feel strong enough to be able to communicate with folks again.
i know there are clients i owe work. i will ask you email me at illustrations.by.nico@gmail.com to work something out.
i really cannot express how sorry i am for dropping off the face of the earth as i did. my problems in my life built up and i had tried to run and hide from them. none of that ended well and it's taken me the year to straighten things out for myself.
i hope you all can forgive me for my silence and my slowness as i settle back in and do what i can to make things right.
Welcome back, and I've missed your art, hopefully you get back into swing with that, too!
i'll definitely be getting back into posting art. (:
We missed you! When you're ready, I'll be happy to see you posting again too.
i really missed you all, too! ;w;
things are really starting to get better for me. therapy is going great, i got meds that are actually working. i even got help finding a little part time gig as a barn manager for therapy horses.
there's still rough days, but they no longer outweigh the good ones. and i can manage them.
Missed you a lot.
Good that you are feeling better.
thank you for your support. i definitely am getting to a good place. ;w;
i was hella ashamed in the hospital. but it was vital to get me on the right path to being healthy.
the medication helps, too.
;w; i appreciate your support. and i hope things continue getting better for you!
>w< Before this ends up sounding like I'm scolding you or someone else -I'm not- I'm going to cut that train of thought off right now and just say I'm happy to hear that you're doing better and feeling stronger and feeling ready to give interaction a shot again.
:D I wish you the best in recovery and getting back into the swing of things and hope that all remains on an upswing for you.
it's gotten a lot easier to ask for help since i've been on the journey. and i know with the help i'm getting, things in general will become easier.
thank you!!
I have missed your art in my feed and hope to see more from you as this year closes out.
Sending so many good vibes!
i feel like things are going to be good as the end of the year comes up. at the very least, i'm hopeful.
I'm so sorry to hear about everything, but so happy to hear you're doing better ;;!!
thank you!
i'm looking forward to getting back into art and posting stuff and things. shit was rough the past year, not gonna lie. but i'm making it through.
Also please be very careful with your meds, my sister recently decided in a fit of emotion to cold turkey stop taking Xanax and we had to hospitalize her from insomnia.
Take care!!
i am VERY careful with my medications. i have monthly blood draws for one of my meds because it can cause seizures if there's a build up and another can cause a deadly rash if randomly stopped and started again. if there's one thing i'm good at, it's taking meds on time every day.
Hospitalisation sucks, been there done that... but I'm SO glad to here you are doing better! :D :D :D :D <3
i am doing much better, yes! thank you for your concern. ;3;
i'll be back to posting arts and things here!