Im fucking broken god damnit im a horrible person every bad thing that's ever happened to me I fucking deserve why do I ecen have friends why have I even been in relationships im a shitstain of a person people shouldn't ecen talk to me I have no job, ive never had one axtually, i sleep from 7am to 4pm i never shower brush my teeth or do laundry i get no support whatsoever and when i ask for it im immediately antagonized whicj is right of them because Im so selfish and lazy and stupid as all fuck and i dont deservr anything good in life please do yoirself a favor and don't talk to me cause youd be better off that way never knowing such a piss poor excuse for a human being

life has shit on me so much and Im pretty fucking sure i deserve it at this point

even suicide isnt a fucking option since i have a crippling fear of pain and death that causes these god damn cocksucking panic attacks they make me so scared shittttttttttyttttttttt

Dammit i shouldmt vent like thia here cause people will unwatch me and think in a lunatic and actually believe me but i dont want to be baddd i just want to help people and have friends and someone i love but



itll never happen

I don't deserve anything