I can barely write this... I am currently giving my all to go into an art school but this is getting out of hand, things that are really not in shape to do anything. I wake up at 6:30 am to get a taxi to town (we start at 8:00 am) where until atleast 12 o'clock we have to draw sth like the head I drew but better, so I have to compete with people of all ages, even people who have failed like 4-5 times or more being 22 or even 30-40 years old. which is hard to compete against since they have more experience on everything and make great stuff. After all moring and maybe a bit noon I have to take the 2 busses (if that's how u spell that) back home if they come in time (usually can stall even 30 min) while i am carrying a bag and a case fully loaded like i am going to war, I return home at 3-4 pm taking a shower cause my hands and preety much my whole body is black from the stuff i was drawing and eating at around 5 pm (usually eat at 1:45-3:00) then taking a nap cause i feel dead tired and waking up 2-3 hours later free time and back to the lab tomorow, for 5 days this has been kinda hellish experience for me since preety much everyone are hatefull of the other person since they all want to win they are capable to even destroy someone elses art if no one sees them! (good thing there are multiple people watching us) I just wanted to share this experience with u to dispose some weight off me, since is preety intense feeling everyday, thank you to anyone who stayed to the end :)