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(GOTH MOMENT APROCHING) sorry but i have to ask this?
16 years ago
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yea hi long time no entery ^.^
i have a serious question to ask and i'd like a straight answer if posable and no smug arse comments please but i'm starting to wounder why i exist.... no really i am i've hardly got any friends well if you call pot heads that use you friends V.V yes i know i do a little cannibis WHO hasn't! anyway he main reason i'm asking this is that i don't do well i talking to weman and i know i anit gay, i've lost my job through the world going to crap and not to reciently have found out that i have carpul tunnel in both my hands *YAY MY LIFE* -.- yea and i'm nealy 20 and the closest thing to sex is a BJ WOOPIE DO BASIAL!
but yet i seem to be feeling up one minute then feeling like i want to find the nearist bridge. :( just woundering if any one can see the silver lining cos i can't not one bit.
i have a serious question to ask and i'd like a straight answer if posable and no smug arse comments please but i'm starting to wounder why i exist.... no really i am i've hardly got any friends well if you call pot heads that use you friends V.V yes i know i do a little cannibis WHO hasn't! anyway he main reason i'm asking this is that i don't do well i talking to weman and i know i anit gay, i've lost my job through the world going to crap and not to reciently have found out that i have carpul tunnel in both my hands *YAY MY LIFE* -.- yea and i'm nealy 20 and the closest thing to sex is a BJ WOOPIE DO BASIAL!
but yet i seem to be feeling up one minute then feeling like i want to find the nearist bridge. :( just woundering if any one can see the silver lining cos i can't not one bit.
aj1927
~aj1927
well... 1.) i actually havent smoked pot b4 and on a more serious note 2.) matbe u should find new friends, try as hard as you can to find a new job and im only a year younger and ive never even had a blowjob so dont get urself on that one. i dont do well talking to women and im just fine living my life so have fun with it, dont follow every one else. who says u need a girlfriend or hav to have the friends u hav now or hav to be unemployed?
wessa
~wessa
OP
well yes tis is all well and good but i can't get another job because of my hands untill the NHS pulls it's finger out its arse with this SWINE FLU bollocks so... meh on that part and as for the friends part i'm was you'd call it not the most socible person around the only reason i'm so open on the net is because there's no one on the net that likely to no me so i can just be open but the second that you put me in a room full of people and watch me instantly be come the quite weirdo in the cornor. plus everyone around my age and older nows me already :( plus another thing is taht i'm not exiactly the best looking thing to look at so..... :(
aj1927
~aj1927
What does that hav 2 do with anything? All u hav 2 do is day hi 2 sum one and then a conversation will usuall start I'm sort if shy at first but once I get 2 no u I'm really outgoing. And there are always new ppl 2 meet
wessa
~wessa
OP
true true but it dosen't help that nealy everyone in worksop has heard of me mainly from living in a pub for 8 years and a small arse town plus i just ain't that brave lol
aj1927
~aj1927
Awwww... Cmon any1 can b as brave as they want u just hav 2 remember that the consequences if u dint try will b worse than if u don't try
aj1927
~aj1927
that last part is supposed to be if u dont try the consequences will b worse
wessa
~wessa
OP
ture ture i do get a mental image of myself kicking my head in after i'm missed the oppertunity but it's .... just serriously i can't get myself to approch some and start a convo the last fur meet i went to in york took me 20 minutes to talk to the other furs i was going to a approch realising that if i don't do something it was going to have been a waste of a drive and a day when one of them came and asked if i was looking for the fur meet and when i said yes i got a hug and a warm hello :) i'm like bloody hell don't even know ya and you've made me relax striaght a way lol but to cut it short i'm really am SHY i fail drama be cos of that lol XD i'm so perthetic :P
aj1927
~aj1927
lol well next year me and one of my friends are gna try to go to the midwest furfest... would u b willing to go with us?
aj1927
~aj1927
and btw u need to get on xbl and we need to play sum cod or u nedd to get on face book cuz we havent talked in a while
wessa
~wessa
OP
i i do need to start stay on later to keep an eye out for you on xbl and yea i'd love to go to MFF any idea on what to cost's might be? E.g room cos i can find out the flight cost and stuff :3
aj1927
~aj1927
tbh i have no idea yet we were just talking about it so ill hav to look into it but ill get back to ya
wessa
~wessa
OP
nice one mate will you be on xbl tonight do you think
aj1927
~aj1927
ya i should b
wessa
~wessa
OP
lol no you weren't lol
aj1927
~aj1927
lol sry i was 4 a little bit then my friends came over and wanted to go eat sumwherebut i should b on 2night
wessa
~wessa
OP
i will keep an eye out for ya then but i won't be able to talk cos of parients are in bed lol
aj1927
~aj1927
lol ok
