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Yes I'm still alive
8 years ago
and ...not much else.
I want to talk or elaborate on things but for the time being, I feel like no body wants to hear it and fewer would even care. I simply want to state I still exist, and I'm sure that in itself is a problem (speaking yet having fuck all to actually say).
Whatever, sometimes I wonder why I even care to begin with. But I'm still here, and sincerely, to anyone who actually gives a fuck about this tallentless half-assed hack, thanks...because that's at least something while I try to build some kind of faith that isn't crushed in an instant.
I wish I could say more about some recent events, including the Earthquake(s) in Mexico, but I don't know what to really say or do that hasn't already been done to a million. *sighs*
I want to talk or elaborate on things but for the time being, I feel like no body wants to hear it and fewer would even care. I simply want to state I still exist, and I'm sure that in itself is a problem (speaking yet having fuck all to actually say).
Whatever, sometimes I wonder why I even care to begin with. But I'm still here, and sincerely, to anyone who actually gives a fuck about this tallentless half-assed hack, thanks...because that's at least something while I try to build some kind of faith that isn't crushed in an instant.
I wish I could say more about some recent events, including the Earthquake(s) in Mexico, but I don't know what to really say or do that hasn't already been done to a million. *sighs*
Try sharing something good once in a while, even if it's small. Eat something special and tell us how awesome it was. Plant a tree and tell us if it started growing well. Watch a nice movie or anime and tell us how good it was.
If you only make your presence about the bad things that happen to you, you'll convince yourself that that is the only thing your life is about after you have convinced all of us.
Negativity in small doses will get you attention from those who care, but if you overdo it you'll poison everybody with it, and then yourself when there's no one else healthy enough nearby.
Negativity is really nasty, and it fuels depression and suicidal thoughts. Only you can make the decision of walking away from it, and if you decide to do so, there are institutions with professionals educated on how to help people who reach for help, and it starts with a phone call which number it's one browse away in google.