sup peeps, for those who read this (i'm sure there are like 3 of you :P) thanks for readin I guess?

Anywho, I've been about the same as usual, my life is in the shitter (due to my own idiocy) , I have little to no aspirations or goals, nor motivation, i'm hella lonely with nobody to even talk to about my loneliness (sans what i'm doing right now, doesn't count) my undiagnosed depression seems to be suffocating me more and more as the days go by (although who knows if that is the case seeing as its undiagnosed haha) I cant help but fear my stubbornness will lose out soon :/

I'm moving soon because I cant support myself, so I have to rely on my father to keep me alive :I makes me feel even more like a pathetic piece of garbage of a human than normal. while it is to somewhere I really want to go, I just can't help but have a sinking feeling that i'm just going to end up homeless...again, although this time it will just be me.

worst of all i'm here putting this out on a pointless journal on some furry website, to a bunch of people who really don't care as much as I do about me, as some sort of fruitless cry for help, as if I actually think it will help? i'm truly a helpless garbage heap of a human for this shit and it angers me more than anything.

letssss sseeeeee, what else? I think that's all I really got for now...peace.