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Smells Like Him. ((Late Night Thoughts + music share))
8 years ago
A few weeks ago, I stumbled across this indie rock band called "Picture This". I listened to a few of their songs on their self-named debut and decided to download it. I think they're a UK indie group. Anyways, the album is amazing. I'm a huge fan of feel-good/emotional indie rock. One of the songs on the album, called "Smells Like Him" has been in my head and I've been playing it over and over. You could probably guess the theme of the song from the title itself. (Link to the song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vp4BFrYqbpY )
Anyways, why am I talking about this song in particular?
Well, I guess it kinda resonates with me.
No, I haven't had this exact thing happen to me that's said in the song.
Well technically, I guess I have?
I've been cheated on before, but that's beside the point.
To take some lyrics from the song: "my head will be sore in the morning and my heart will be broke in two, but if we just live in the moment is there a chance I'd forget about you?"
Those lyrics hit me harder than a train.
I sung that song on the way home from work and almost cried for how hard they really hit me. I rarely cry. Ever.
I guess it just makes me emotional over the people who I could have been romantically involved with but I either never told how I really felt or they already found someone before I got to tell.
Heh..
My life can be simply explained in a playlist.
By simply however I mean a really diverse selection filled with hundreds of songs.
Good luck trying to figure out my life within a night haha
Lately I've been getting in a down and yucky mood.
I honestly wish I could just bury myself alive at times and not come out for days.
I'm trying to get over how I feel.
Bur you know
That shit's hard.
Emotional things aren't things that you can get over with in a day or two.
It takes weeks, months, maybe even years.
I know it's been around a month or so ever since my last heartbreak, it was such a pain to get through. There's no way in hell that I'm over it. It still haunts me with what could've been. It made me be in such a depressive mood to where my suicidal thoughts came back and wouldn't leave for a week. Every morning I wouldn't wanna get out of bed. I felt like shit. I didn't wanna exist. I felt like I didn't to begin with.
I don't wanna be down right now. All my days off have been getting more and more depressing with each week they roll by. Maybe I'll go off on an adventure of some sort tomorrow. Maybe I'll sleep all day. That sounds good. I haven't slept well in weeks.
Anyways, enough of that. I hope that you all are doing ok.
If you need someone, please feel free to message me.
I love you and I care about you.
Nini 
Are you alright?
Sometimes I just get into those moods, especially when it's late
Things have been up and down lately
Perhaps my new design will lift your night sads :3
She's a real cutie ;w;