Im not really feeling all that great mentally it seems more and more like im having a major fall into a Big black pit. Nothing makes Me feel Happy Not even my loved ones, Not even family or pets. I just sit here feeling empty and it makes me angry and annoyed how i feel no matter what i do And just feeling teh pain creeping over me from nearly all over my back Having more migranes and just in general feeling Just feeling Like a Fragile empty Bottle that could break at any second. I hate this shit If its not physical Pain Its Mental And it feels less Cared about or even acknowledged by any doctor And would rather shove some shitty Hop it makes you happy Pill down my god damn throat. This Ladies and Gentlemen Is What my depression Combined with MS Feels like. Yes i can Smile Yes i can Laugh But maybe about 60-70% of the time Its fake And my mind Is Elsewhere. Yes I kow i am Loved I REALLY do I Know i am wanted Thats not my issue ,Nothing will Fix that Immediatly There isnt an Instant Cure And the people Dont get that. The BEST thing you can do for your friend or family memeber that has Depression is be there for them Let them know its okay and that their loved. Im lucky That the darker thoughts dont creep in that much or when they do they are easily pushed out.