Yeah, so... I know I've vanished again
8 years ago
This journal is just to clear the air a bit. Work just put me on a really shitty project lately that requires me to be social for my entire work day, and this garbage schedule is going to continue on well into December. Any developers out there who know the whole 'TDD only pair-program only' life will probably understand why an awkward furry weirdo fuckin' hates it. Because of this, I've been in a pissy mood quite a bit lately, meaning I recluse, so I don't subject folks to my behavior and snap at people. Now that I'm steadily getting used to this schedule, I'm getting better about it, but that also means that I (yet again) have a pretty hefty backlog of things to post, people to talk to, artists to nudge, things to do at home, etc.
I'm taking a day off in the near future to write out stories I promised for 2 people, pertaining to pics I got from/with them. Much as I enjoy writing, I've gotta stop making these promises, because I feel like lately I just don't own my own time. As soon as I say "I will do this," there's an expectation there that it won't take me anywhere near as long as it has. I enjoy writing for writing's sake, but once it's for a person or by a deadline, the pressure is on.
Anyway, gonna try to pick up my posting speed again... Super sorry to folks who've been waiting for a while. I care a lot about the art I get and split with people, and each one I post feels like it deserves at least a clever few sentences and some thought put in, ya know?
I'm taking a day off in the near future to write out stories I promised for 2 people, pertaining to pics I got from/with them. Much as I enjoy writing, I've gotta stop making these promises, because I feel like lately I just don't own my own time. As soon as I say "I will do this," there's an expectation there that it won't take me anywhere near as long as it has. I enjoy writing for writing's sake, but once it's for a person or by a deadline, the pressure is on.
Anyway, gonna try to pick up my posting speed again... Super sorry to folks who've been waiting for a while. I care a lot about the art I get and split with people, and each one I post feels like it deserves at least a clever few sentences and some thought put in, ya know?
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vaylute
you deserve Scarlett time aswel ^^
Even if you snap at me, you can always come vent if you need an ear.