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what are things that scare you?
8 years ago
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i would love to know what other people are afraid of, why it scares them as well. i love to learn things it helps me... be smarter?
but here are a few examples.
one thing that scares me is spiders, i got the fear from my sister, and i have no idea why, but they just make me tense up so hard. i want to sort of scream but i can make any noise.
that aside, ther was a huge wolf spider one time and i was somehow not over come with fear as i scooped him gently onto a plate with a fish net, i walked him peacefully outside and left him on the fence, i was surprised that it never freaked out with being pushed into a cage as i walked it outside.
another thing that scares me is losing friends or making them angry. if i get to a point where i consider someone a friend, wether they think of me as one or not, i really super carea bout you. it makes me sorry that you have to put up with me, and i get scared to want to show them anything since i feel like i'm just showing off, being an ass, or just making them have to deal with stuff they don't want to. i'm afraid that things i do or think make people angry and want to just ditch me as a friend. i've lost friends before from things i've done and i've made people angry as well, and it's some of the reason why i am so sorry for everything i ever do, even just talking to someone for more than one day in a row. i can't stop being sorry because i've always been told that what i've been doing just amkes everyone unhappy, so how can i see any worth in myself compared to the amazing, important people i know and care about?
one last thing i can think of that scared the literal shit out of me comes sort of with transformation. i'm cool with werewolves or changing race/species to something else. but i rememebr reading a comic where charcters turned werewolf and then started to turn into just animals, i never read to the end, but it really freaks me out when a charcter loses what they were. not like i guess hypnosis so they act like the thing, but they literally become it. like i love situations where it is inevitable and grim in the end, like dark souls, no matter how hard you fight you will never be able to escape becoming the things you fight. but what terrifies me is losing yourself, you turn into an animal and become the animal, you are not you anymore and never will be. that is way worse to me than dying, or turning into a zombie or something. because it's like you died and stoped existing. becoming something and losing everything you were is one of the most terrifying things i've run into. it bring me to tears just thinking about how horrible a fate that is. you didn't physically die and come back as a soulless body, but you just stopped existing all together.
but here are a few examples.
one thing that scares me is spiders, i got the fear from my sister, and i have no idea why, but they just make me tense up so hard. i want to sort of scream but i can make any noise.
that aside, ther was a huge wolf spider one time and i was somehow not over come with fear as i scooped him gently onto a plate with a fish net, i walked him peacefully outside and left him on the fence, i was surprised that it never freaked out with being pushed into a cage as i walked it outside.
another thing that scares me is losing friends or making them angry. if i get to a point where i consider someone a friend, wether they think of me as one or not, i really super carea bout you. it makes me sorry that you have to put up with me, and i get scared to want to show them anything since i feel like i'm just showing off, being an ass, or just making them have to deal with stuff they don't want to. i'm afraid that things i do or think make people angry and want to just ditch me as a friend. i've lost friends before from things i've done and i've made people angry as well, and it's some of the reason why i am so sorry for everything i ever do, even just talking to someone for more than one day in a row. i can't stop being sorry because i've always been told that what i've been doing just amkes everyone unhappy, so how can i see any worth in myself compared to the amazing, important people i know and care about?
one last thing i can think of that scared the literal shit out of me comes sort of with transformation. i'm cool with werewolves or changing race/species to something else. but i rememebr reading a comic where charcters turned werewolf and then started to turn into just animals, i never read to the end, but it really freaks me out when a charcter loses what they were. not like i guess hypnosis so they act like the thing, but they literally become it. like i love situations where it is inevitable and grim in the end, like dark souls, no matter how hard you fight you will never be able to escape becoming the things you fight. but what terrifies me is losing yourself, you turn into an animal and become the animal, you are not you anymore and never will be. that is way worse to me than dying, or turning into a zombie or something. because it's like you died and stoped existing. becoming something and losing everything you were is one of the most terrifying things i've run into. it bring me to tears just thinking about how horrible a fate that is. you didn't physically die and come back as a soulless body, but you just stopped existing all together.
I also dislike transformation stuff where the TFee's mind is basically just, *gone*, or it makes them turn evil and turn on their previous friends/family ewe As someone who does TF stuff a lot, I always have it so that even if they become a feral monster, they still have enough sapience to recognize friends/loved ones and such, and don't go berserk on innocent people =p No permanent loss of self, even if memories alter and such in some new forms, they always have a core 'self' that won't change, morals and people they care for!