So I’m currently working out of area, 1.5 hours away from ‘home’. If I can even call this place home anymore. I got so fed up with this city when I was homeless that it just feels like a shit place to be regardless of a roof over my head or not. Don’t get me wrong, I love my house, I just.. also hate it. It makes little sense. I’m aware.

Anyway I started working 1.5 hours away from home last week and it’s really devouring my gas. I drive Calvin, a 95 Mercury Minivan. Who consumed a half tank every round trip to work and home again. That’s two trips per tank, and the gas up here ranges anywhere from 2.50-2.87. My mom always manages to have membership cards to like sams and shit to get the cheap gas. I don’t have that luxury so here I sit, filling up my van with about $70.

With all of that being said, tomorrow I’m going to have a second look at a new apartment, one that’s 3 minutes from my workplace, and is cheaper than what I have right now. All around? There’s not a bad blep in this situation at all. Given I take the lease tomorrow, pay the man by the first, and move in in November; that gives me a little less than a month to pack up my life and move it out of these cramhole city.



SO that’s where I’ve been. Dead to the online world, and popping on every now and then just to make sure everyone knows I’m still kickin, things are just pretty hard right now. Hopefully soon to get much better though. Fingers crossed for tomorrow. <3