I've been feeling pretty down lately, and by "down" I mean "ugly, fat, lonely, and suicidal". Fortunately I think it can be attributed to my psych doubling my Prozac dosage and I'm seeing him tomorrow, so hopefully he'll take me off of it and put me back on Viibryd (which I took for years with great success but had to stop taking because my insurance won't cover it unless two other antidepressants are proven not to work. Prozac is #2). Anyway I guess I like making journals because it helps me organize my thoughts and feel less alone even if it's the online equivalent of shouting into an empty well.

I'm undertaking Inktober, even if I already missed a day oops. I haven't been feeling artistically motivated at all lately and everything I make comes out looking like shit so I'm taking a very casual approach to Inktober. It's an excuse to draw anything, even if it's not good, so I can live with that. Sometimes it's important to start a piece and finish it even if you don't like how it turns out.

Next weekend I'm going up to Manchester, NH for Another Anime Con. Me and my good dear friend Ryan will be dicking around if anyone else will be going and wants to hang at some point. And go to the artist's alley to check out Jude and his big sib's table! He's responsible for all the actually good art in my gallery and should be loved by everybody.

I'm going to be getting my laptop back from Ryan theoretically, so does anyone have a type of scanner they'd recommend for uploading art? I want to scan all of my stuff up and replace their files so my submissions don't look like they were taken on a camera phone anymore (they look that way because they were).

Other than that I hope you have a lovely evening and your favorite local delivery place is having a Wednesday night special