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8 years ago
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So yeah .. title misleading maybe lol. Just a rant post really.
I'm feeling pretty sorry for myself as of late. Mood is all over the place.
As some of you know, at the LF summer party I fell over a step while bouncing around having fun with friends and shattered my elbow (the head of my radius to be exact) and had to go into hospital for emergency surgery to have it removed and replaced with a metal one. This has led me to be off work and in pain since July. I've been off work without pay. I have been unable to draw as well.
Slowly the ability to draw has come back. But I am still unable to work.
All of my savings have gone onto living and I am currently living on fumes. I have just enough money to have one more furmeet and I have sold my camera to have enough money to have a few drinks at furcation. Other than that I'm skint. This is having an knock on effect on my depression. To me going out with friends or to conventions isn't a luxury, its integral to me not going completely off my rocker. If I don't have social interaction I go really crazy, manic and depressed. This is kinda what is happening today.
I'm in tears and I don't know why. I know i'm going to the furmeet tomorrow but i feel like I'm wasting my last £50 even though I know it helps me stay sane. I owe a good friend £400 towards cfz as they kindly loaned me the money to panic reg. But I feel so bad about it.
I'm working on a commission and I feel like its shit. It probably isn't though.
So yeah ranting.. moaning. Whatever.
Next is begging. If you see me at LFM this weekend.. and you can or want to... buy me a drink.. pls..
I'm feeling pretty sorry for myself as of late. Mood is all over the place.
As some of you know, at the LF summer party I fell over a step while bouncing around having fun with friends and shattered my elbow (the head of my radius to be exact) and had to go into hospital for emergency surgery to have it removed and replaced with a metal one. This has led me to be off work and in pain since July. I've been off work without pay. I have been unable to draw as well.
Slowly the ability to draw has come back. But I am still unable to work.
All of my savings have gone onto living and I am currently living on fumes. I have just enough money to have one more furmeet and I have sold my camera to have enough money to have a few drinks at furcation. Other than that I'm skint. This is having an knock on effect on my depression. To me going out with friends or to conventions isn't a luxury, its integral to me not going completely off my rocker. If I don't have social interaction I go really crazy, manic and depressed. This is kinda what is happening today.
I'm in tears and I don't know why. I know i'm going to the furmeet tomorrow but i feel like I'm wasting my last £50 even though I know it helps me stay sane. I owe a good friend £400 towards cfz as they kindly loaned me the money to panic reg. But I feel so bad about it.
I'm working on a commission and I feel like its shit. It probably isn't though.
So yeah ranting.. moaning. Whatever.
Next is begging. If you see me at LFM this weekend.. and you can or want to... buy me a drink.. pls..
