I need $250. ;___;
$0/250

I'm so sorry and I hate hate doing this but today is the deadline for me to pay rent without needing to pay a pretty high fee and I also just broke something of my mate's and I NEED TO REPLACE IT OR I'LL DIE. I won't literally die, but I feel so guilty and terrible and my anxiety is killing me and I'm going back to work now.

I meant to do more YCHs etc. before now, but I got the flu and I've felt craptastic so I haven't been working the past couple days [great timing to get sick, geez]. I'm feeling better enough to work now and I AM, it's going wonderfully. But not wonderfully enough to prevent me from making this journal.

BUT if you feel like you want a commission, now would be a wonderful time and I would so so appreciate it I love you I'm sorry.

If you want a refund or deadline I'M ALWAYS OPEN TO THIS. Whether it's on a new commission or an older one, I will keep deadlines as far as I'm able.
Please note that I do struggle with many things from chronic depression to bipolar disorder, to agoraphobia and chronic illness. I'm happier than I've ever been. EXTREMELY happy. But I still struggle because it's not something I can fix by simply being happy. They're illnesses.
I almost always meet deadlines, but there are times I will disappoint you, and it really causes me a lot of pain and furthers the above illnesses. I'm not trying to make excuses, I'm not. I still LOVE deadlines, it gives me a goal and something to work toward and often motivates me more than anything else does. I just want to let you know/warn you that there is a slight possibility I will miss your deadline and I will feel terrible and get your thing done as soon as I can [which is usually a day or two after your deadline]. If it's for something extreme like a birthday or anniversary or convention, I've never missed a deadline for that as long as the deadline is very clear!
I'm also very open to half payment up front and half on completion, or if you're a regular commission, even full payment on completion. [No offense to new commissioners, but there are a lot of people who take advantage of this policy and it makes it easier on me to only have this policy for people who have paid me reliably in the past.]

Also again, I love all of you. Every bit of support I get lifts my spirits and makes me feel amazing. I'm not trying to guilt trip you even a little bit, I'm just very anxious and slightly manic and I have a hard time keeping my fears to myself when I'm like this.

Here is my pricelist I'm sorry: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/22932962/
Also tips if you like my work and just want to support me for any reason, I'm sorry: xainy.tips[at]gmail.com
If you want to plug me on FA or retweet me on Twitter, thank you. ;____; Here's my Twitter post: https://twitter.com/thexainy/status.....74849368969216
Or you can just link my pricelist [above link] in an FA journal. I would be eternally grateful for either.