I've made a point on my tumblr about this, even tho its about someone... Look, im okay with whatever, but I hate the feeling of "love" i don't mean like, friendship love, or family love, i mean love love. Why do people fall in love? I don't get it...If you're with someone, thats great! but for me...meh. I fell in love....I think? with someone. but never told them i love them....and i never will.

If i told them i loved them, there 100% they will reject me, and honestly, im not ready to here them tell me "no" yet. I hate this puppy love feeling i have for them. its a fucking month...I just want it to end. like now. but my subconscious wont let me tell them how i feel, because of the hole thing i stated before. I am in a rut at this point. I can't go forward and I can't go back.... Im stuck in the middle of a hallway with 2 doors.
http://black-cat-purrs.tumblr.com/p.....6568/i-hate-it <--- WARNING THERE IS MUSIC ON MY BLOG