So I won't name anyone here because that would be very wrong of me, but I wanted to get some things off my chest.

I am really sorry to the people I have angered, upset, pissed off, raged at, criticized, and hurt.

I just want them to know that from my very heart and self that anything I ever say or do that ever upsets or does any emotional harm to them that I am very deeply sorry.

It may not seem like it but I'm just as emotional and still feel your pain no matter what happened.

Some of which might not get to even read this journal while others probably never want to hear from me ever again.

I'm sorry about what I did or said and I'm sorry about me. I'm not perfect, and sometimes even I know I can be a 'Ahole' when I really don't mean it.

All of these scars and people that have totaled up and became "Somebody that I used to know." Is finally starting to add up and bring me down.

So if anyone that I've upset from the past to now is reading this I'm really and very deeply sorry.

Some probably don't even know that I still will always love them until the day I die.

But each time I lose someone it chips away more and more at my very heart and soul.

I never wanted to hurt anyone, and I never wanted anyone to be so angry and upset with me.

If I could take everything back that I've done to some I would. As they probably will never know the time I did spend with them when we were having fun has shaped me into the person I am today.

As all of you have equally pushed me to be a stronger person, be a better friend, be a better lover, and become a better listener.

Even right now as I vent all of this out I'm sorry you had to read this sad excuse for a vent journal.

But if there is any of those I once hurt that are still out there and listening, I apologize for....well for everything.....


With all my love and apologies;
Husky