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8 years ago
Ugh..
I've been wanting to draw so much
Not only so I can get through all the art I currently owe people
But also I just want to draw a bunch of art for my own characters
And like I get all these cute ideas and such
But as soon as I plug in my tablet and open SAI it just kind of.. gets hard to connect my hand to my brain
Like there's a piece missing in the circuit or something
And so I just end up feeling frustrated and sad while nothing gets done
I hate it..
Also I've recently reintroduced my iron supplements into my body
So my guts are just all churning all the time and shit
And it'll take about a week for it to settle down
Not to mention I'm still adjusting to my new hormone dosage
Cuz the dosage is higher but the cycle is longer
1000mg testosterone every 3 months
So I'm getting growing pains and stuff, but also just mood swings every so often
And having to sort of refresh myself on how to deal with minor anxiety and shit
Oh and also my sleep pattern has gone to heck
I went to bed last night at like 1am
Didn't sleep until about 5am
Woke up around 5pm
Was barely up for an hour or two when I fell back asleep and woke up at 11:30pm
I JUST WANNA DRAW AND NOT BE SAD/GRUMPY ALL THE TIMETHANKYOU AND GOODNIGHT
I'm sorry that there's not much I can do >.<
I hope that you're able to kick this thing soon and start drawing again
I'll poke around later today and try to see if I can find any advice
It's times like these where I wish I was able to see you and just give you a big hug ;u;Stay strong Ash ;v;
I know you can beat this thing!!
It just takes time for things like this to pass >.<
Dealing with puberty a second time has its moments, haha. Not really something that can be helped or avoided.
And yeah.. hopefully the art block will bugger off eventually. I might be able to push through it a little here and there, so we'll see how that goes, haha.
But thankyou for your kind words, they mean a lot <3
I'M TRY
*hugs you softly*
*hugs back*