Just so happens that after I saw a meme with Pearl and Rick Sanchez i happen to start watching steven universe and real about her on some wiki articles that she loved stevens mother. Same thing with Jenny xj-9, but I love the way the writers portray her in the cartoon, fine attention to detail, emotionally compromised, low self-esteem, and jealousy in parts. But maybe it's due to the fact I can relate with her character in a lot of ways. I'm very anal about the way things should be, I'm jealous of all these people (gay or straight) having deep and meaningful relationships, having a low self-esteem (partly because of said relationships). But maybe I draw her because I can imagine myself being in control of my life, to have a purpose, to feel loved, just like pearl. I have been told countless times that I've done well in my life and accomplished many things, but I still don't feel any better. As if I never had been complimented at all. But that's probably why I love drawing her, because her character gives me some fantasy of actually falling in love with a girl like her... oh well, I'm just so confused about my life and what I want...