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After many thoughts and goals recieved, I am BACK! ♥
8 years ago
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Hey guys, I cannot describe how thankful I am to be back with the people that stood up to me and the missing of myself being here in the community.
Before I move on tell all the good news I have gotten to bring to you guys, let me tell you what caused my leaving and for those of you who may not know where I was or was dealing with, let me tell you this right now:
[Warning: Big text incoming!]
I was going through a hard and serious depression where my thoughts weren't functioning to the point my mood were broken from the inside to speak properly. I felt how I was shattering into pieces to break close friendships and get blocked, get misunderstood, be thrown terrible accusations towards myself, betrayals to have been done from broken promises aswell as a ton of hypocrisy and hate crime done. All because I am built with a personality that speaks for his opinions and is honest about everything, and was not intended to make myself go on top of others. If I really did that, then you must know that I am sane to do my apologies and become the one that intelligently knows what's best for my own health, with an autism that I have to deal with everyday and that cannot be cured but at least can get helped from if you truly are a friend and is there for me.
And for what I did for leaving FurAffinity 1 month ago and to disable my account and delete all of my contents here, that was because I felt my heart couldn't contain this way I got treated back. Thus why I felt there are fake friends and bullies that were overshadowing my thoughts to think properly.
But here I am now, strong and confident, while I have been making my amends and to do my reconciliations for those people that have hurted me badly without being aware of the real scale of how damaging that was. Mutual respect is key, sure, but so it is to learn from your mistakes.
My own mistakes were because I am thinking differently than many people that I was dealing with certain situations. My own autistic life comes with a base routine that hardly cannot accept drastic changes. I take certain values for granted and always keeps it like that for eternity since that's how I am going to see people for being what they are.
To point on the difference between this and throwing prejudices are to be finding evidence on what truthfully has happened, and this is where my words built with experience come to the point on where I am trying to tell my people what I think about them and likes to correct them for whenever there are things they may do wrong, and then I am there to guide them for creating a somewhat better justice that I do rely heavily on.
For instance, let's say that I have a close friend that I find trustworthy, but then he may do flaws of not knowing about certain consequences, but then I am there to approach this certain person and to try speak with my own certain words of letting him know what would be a better solution than his own original idea. Not to be a burden for sure, but if he does find it that way, you know that this value of close friendship shall keep remaining as it is while mutual respect is key for that matter.
Keep in mind that I may also do flaws and I may forget to realize this myself. This is how we take care of building bridges, where water flows underneath, when there are things that may not be finding a solution for some problems, and should be taken as less serious.
Moving on, I got some great news to tell you:
- First one I would like to mention is that I am officially an UNCLE, and I am so happy that a newborn nephew of mine has now seen the outside where we all are living. It is truthfully one of my best experiences in my life to see myself getting a new title for myself. Uncle Danjim doesn't sound bad, huh? :P
- Second I wanted to mention is that I have been changing myself a lot through the experiences of facing myself feeling so down and that I felt I was on a guilt trip like a big rollercoaster that I was jumping into. And I am sure that other people may feel the same ride as mine. I am just so happy that this reconciliation is kept steady and strong and thus we shall learn how to avoid such critical matter by knowing what is best for one's health and when to stop while life keeps on going.
- Last but not least, I am going to restore much of what is missing from the contents here in this account, and I will re-upload the gallery of what has been before, except I will only upload my Digitally drawn comics and the character pages that are related to the participation of the Digimon comic that is still ongoing for its progress. I will post another journal of all of the current participants later on!
If you are interested to see my older stuff, you should check my DeviantArt-account and find it into one of my gallery folders:
https://danjimthedragonfly.deviantart.com/
So yeah, I am grateful and happy to be back on track and to see such huge support from my fans, friends and watchers that have been there for me. For those that have definitely given me the boost of confidence aswell as to give me eternal strenght is my whole family that are there to support me with my drawings aswell as for my beloved dragonfly that are returning happily to this place to find peace, harmony and love, once he gets to know where great and trusted friends are to be found and just to ignore the fakers and bullies.
Thank you guys so much for your time reading and to be there for me. All of my love goes to you, my friends
*Squeezes tightly
welcome back danjim :)
In all seriousness though. Welcome back. :3
Welcome back to FA, at any rate! ^^ I always like your art.
I missed you so much x3
If you ever need to talk, i'm here, regardless of more or less ebing a stranger. Sorry for being so slow the times we did talk. Life has been a bit busy on my end.
hope stuff keeps looking up for you!
I'm happy that you have resolved your emotional problems, and I'm happy to know that you became an uncle ^^