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Happy birthday to me
8 years ago
I'm 30 years old today and have made many good leaps in this time I have been on earth. Met a wonderful Dragoness and am bout to marry her, met some really good friends online that have always been there when I needed them and I'm really close to obtaining a great career.
I have had some bad times and met people who claim to be friends but prove to not actually give a damn bout me or not even want to hang out with me. I find it strange that furs in different countries and states want to hang with me but yet the furs in my area deem me unworthy of their time and decide not to hang with me or plan to even hang with me on my birthday. But I'm used to this and come to expect it.
Another year of no birthday gift art that I see on the constant from and by others which makes me wonder; why am I so inferior to everyone else that even on a day that is my special day that nobody even bothers to do something for me? Even if they fake it and tomorrow said they never wanted to do it I still be happy. I'm used to people not being happy and being depressing or making me not even want to celebrate my own birthday cause its not even special to me anymore. Thanks to every fur I met and people in around, but yet every other fur is getting gift art and their friends planning parties for their birthday. I must be inferior. I'm not demanding or begging, just bringing up an observation. So if you want to do I'm demanding art and shit you can go fuck yourself and leave. I have the right to state my opinions just as much as you furs have the right to spread hatred to furs you deem inferior and not worth being here.
Well I'm heading off to do errands and treat my birthday as another fucking boring day.
I'm looking forward to my dnd game tonight and the fair on Wednesday.
I have had some bad times and met people who claim to be friends but prove to not actually give a damn bout me or not even want to hang out with me. I find it strange that furs in different countries and states want to hang with me but yet the furs in my area deem me unworthy of their time and decide not to hang with me or plan to even hang with me on my birthday. But I'm used to this and come to expect it.
Another year of no birthday gift art that I see on the constant from and by others which makes me wonder; why am I so inferior to everyone else that even on a day that is my special day that nobody even bothers to do something for me? Even if they fake it and tomorrow said they never wanted to do it I still be happy. I'm used to people not being happy and being depressing or making me not even want to celebrate my own birthday cause its not even special to me anymore. Thanks to every fur I met and people in around, but yet every other fur is getting gift art and their friends planning parties for their birthday. I must be inferior. I'm not demanding or begging, just bringing up an observation. So if you want to do I'm demanding art and shit you can go fuck yourself and leave. I have the right to state my opinions just as much as you furs have the right to spread hatred to furs you deem inferior and not worth being here.
Well I'm heading off to do errands and treat my birthday as another fucking boring day.
I'm looking forward to my dnd game tonight and the fair on Wednesday.
I'm sorry those people havent been very involved with you, but perhaps, in some instances, it's for the best. Not every person that crosses our path is meant to hang around forever; that's why it's better to just appreciate the good ones and let the not-so-good ones go.
I can understand how you feel about the art stuff, I havent gotten any special birthday art for the last couple of years, but it's better to just accecpt that and don't let it bother you. Sometimes people really are just busy, or they forget, or simply don't know about certain occasions. Heck, not everyone even wants to make art for others, people have all kinds of reasons, though I can't speak for them...
But yeah, sorry to ramble, it's probably not helpful ;u;
I do hope you've been well, all things considered! Sorry for not getting in touch sooner. Being back in America now for a couple weeks has been difficult; timezone isn't the same, days are different (I keep being a day behind oops), culture shock, not to mention my lack of a computer, been trying to adjust before I made myself open again.
You should let me know how things go if you care to talk~ Note might be better right now (Skype is buggy), but either way, I'm here if you want a listening ear :>