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Frustration continues....
8 years ago
Well things have been rough the last number of months for me when it comes to work. Sadly the position I have at work pays for crap. So thusly been in and out of debt for at least the last year or more. I kept listening to my boss and friends holding out hope things would change for the better. Alas they have gone from bad to worse. My old boss that I got along with and trusted to a point is leaving for another position somewhere else in the company. This means they went and found someone to replace him. Sadly who they got is the man who has the absolute worst reputation in the company. It takes almost nothing for this guy to write someone up or fire them...I know this for a fact as he did it to one of my friends. And now he is my boss...my old boss is urging me to give him a chance....sadly can't trust him since he said hold on don't apply for other postions stay where you are trust me it will work out. He said that crap to me time and again to keep me on his team and how was I rewarded 35 cent pay raises...the standard rate.
Now I'm at a crossroads. I have a week maybe where I can apply where my brother works (he works at a mine) and get better pay. Problem is with my neck and back my health will go to crap. Or I can stay where I am and keep hoping things will change when I know they wont and continue to get passed over for any position I do apply for.
Another thing that comes with the mine work is that it has horrible hours you can be shuffled between all 3 shifts every week. Which also means there is no way I can play magic the gathering anymore and for me that was the only time I got out of the house with friends. With that gone I have no reason to get out of the house as I don't drink, never was one to hang out at a bar and there is nothing else going on around here.
My frustration has gotten so bad lately I hardly feel like doing anything right now. Skipped the last 3 FNM's in a row meaning I have not left the house in weeks apart from work or shopping for food. Arggghhhhh adulting sucks so much and my health issues suck even more.
Oh well not like the FNM thing matters only have two friends I can count on there so its not like going from 2 local friends to zero is that huge apart from me being depressed all the more lol...sigh...
Well have a good one yall hope life treats you all a lot better than it seems to do to me lately....and trust me I'm leaving out some serious health stuff right now...
Now I'm at a crossroads. I have a week maybe where I can apply where my brother works (he works at a mine) and get better pay. Problem is with my neck and back my health will go to crap. Or I can stay where I am and keep hoping things will change when I know they wont and continue to get passed over for any position I do apply for.
Another thing that comes with the mine work is that it has horrible hours you can be shuffled between all 3 shifts every week. Which also means there is no way I can play magic the gathering anymore and for me that was the only time I got out of the house with friends. With that gone I have no reason to get out of the house as I don't drink, never was one to hang out at a bar and there is nothing else going on around here.
My frustration has gotten so bad lately I hardly feel like doing anything right now. Skipped the last 3 FNM's in a row meaning I have not left the house in weeks apart from work or shopping for food. Arggghhhhh adulting sucks so much and my health issues suck even more.
Oh well not like the FNM thing matters only have two friends I can count on there so its not like going from 2 local friends to zero is that huge apart from me being depressed all the more lol...sigh...
Well have a good one yall hope life treats you all a lot better than it seems to do to me lately....and trust me I'm leaving out some serious health stuff right now...
