Annnd, Moved! [Updates]
8 years ago
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REALLY Krit?! ANOTHER Updates journal?!!!
YES.
Firstly, I want to apologize to the commissioners in my current queue - I SEVERELY underestimated how much work goes into moving house, ALL of Sunday was taken up with moving my belongings with my boyfriend's brother, We were up and moving stuff by 7:30am, by the time we finished it was like.. 8pm? And we hadn't eaten ALL day.
So we grabbed some food, and then promptly collapsed into bed and died. :')
Then Monday, was the same again - Up at 7:30am for the movers to move the furniture.
And Here's where shit sort of hit the fan?
So you guys will probably remember me saying my dad said I had my free pick of anything in the house, as he's moving in to his fiance's house - So he won't be able to take anything?
WELL.
I took the things I wanted.
Only for him to full on have a go at me in front of the movers about "taking shit that isn't your" and me "taking the piss" etc etc.
I went from so happy and excited to feeling like shit AGAIN in the space of literally a minute.
I'm so subconsciously scared of him that I couldn't even properly fight back and argue my corner.
I just broke down :')
My dad couldn't be bothered to be there on the weekend I was moving, he was more interested in his fiance.
He came back Sunday Night/Monday morning, and barely said a word to me other than to yell at me and make me feel shit.
Despite having work, he promptly stayed, to make sure I couldn't take half of MY OWN furniture with me.
And to top it ALLLLL off?
He literally didn't even say goodbye.
I assume by this point he knows I never want to see him again?
But I legitimately thought he'd at least say goodbye.
But no. He just sat in his room, in the dark, in silence, being a passive aggressive baby.
And he COMPLETELY blanked my boyfriend. Never saying a word to him.
I just... I shouldn't be shocked, because I know he only cares about himself and shit to do with him - But I thought maybe he had SOMe heart or conscience for his only fucking child.
Just goes to show his true colours tbh...
I'm done.
Fuck him.
I'm all caught up on sleep now, so I''m just eating, then I'll be streaming for you guys :)
I#ll probably post some pics of my new room for you guys too.
This place is amazing.
The landlady/landlord have gone back to London till Thursday, so I'm home alone.
This place is HUGGGEEE.
I think if I've learned one thing already about myself, it's that if and when I get my own place, I don't want it to be too big.
Smol, cozy houses are my jam.
This place is SO huge, it's almost intimidating, and it feels empty and a wee bit lonely..???
Maybe it's just because it's new I'm not sure :s
Maybe if I ever get my own place I'll go for a bungalow or something :3
-Tea-
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I know when I first moved in, it was so quiet and so eerie by myself in this little apartment of mine I've been in for about 3 years now. I've never been happier!
I’m so glad you’re all moved in and comfy! I definitely know what you mean about big houses. The last bit house I lived in, we ended up making a ‘snug’ room - a big couch to lie on, cushions, my pc and stuff. It was a tiny space but my favourite space in the whole place. Easy to keep warm, too!
Keep your head up and smile, you’re doing absolutely amazing!