Even before Harvey came around and flooded my life with bullshit, I have been wanting to try to challenge myself to finish a sketch (lines and color) once or twice a day. A reasonable thing for me to do, especially since I've noticed I haven't been able to do that when I was feeling ill.

I'm sure I can do this with digital art but not so much traditional at the moment. But my biggest issue would be having something to sketch and that's where you guys would come in. I would offer the slot in a live stream and finish it then.

But that can't really happen right now since tablet is busted and I don't have internet. I'm just stuck and trying to figure out how to move forward without having to wait more months before we could even afford a new tablet for me. I don't want to leave my commissioners waiting that long for artwork they paid for last year.

This whole year has been a series of trails that meant fixing problems with myself that I wasn't aware was affecting me and the career I'm trying to make.
For a moment I thought I was finally getting to a point of forward momentum but I have pushed back yet again.
And all I can't think about is moving to california since my own mother needs to move there now. I'm frustrated and I have no idea what I'm supposed to do now.
I got off track, but what I'm trying to say is that I'm pretty desperate right now. I'm just trying to come to a workable decision. I could use ideas or even just spread the word about the traditional slots.
I was also considering an icon batch or something. X.x