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Really worried about my mate...
8 years ago
After I had dropped Draco off at his grandpa, I slept for a few hours. It was so hot in the room that I couldn't go back to sleep. I decided to drive back to Colorado. I was worried about 
flint-flareon . He seemed fine when I saw him and we played some Guild Wars 2 together until around 3AM on Wednesday morning.
I sadly became ill with a chest cold due to the lack of good rest, stress, and winter/weather changes. However, something unexpected happened.
After I woke up (it was my day off from work), I was waiting to see if Kilij wanted to go out to get food. I went to his room and saw that he's out, so I figured I waited a bit. After several hours have past, I begin to have concern. I looked back in the room and noticed some things missing - laptop, 3DS, backpack, clothes. There was a small piece of paper with some numbers (that look like dates?) and times. There is also a "Deadline: 27-31" and I don't know what that meant.
I've already contacted his sister and his mother. They don't know what's going on, but we'll keep in touch with each other on any updates. I tried calling Draco, but I only get his voicemail.
The more I'm thinking about it, the more I'm convinced that they don't want me to be associate with them anymore. I....I don't understand. Did I said something or do something that offended them? I had asked if they were okay with the moving and such and they were fine with it. The one thing I do know about them and it bugs me greatly is that they don't want to show emotions. Both have things in common with each other, yet I'm different from them.
I may consider filing a "missing person" report to the police because this is very unusual of Kilij to just suddenly disappear and left. I have no contact to him and he disabled his FA and blocked me on Discord. I sent him a message on his 2 emails, hoping he would reply.
This month has been very stressful to me.
flint-flareon . He seemed fine when I saw him and we played some Guild Wars 2 together until around 3AM on Wednesday morning. I sadly became ill with a chest cold due to the lack of good rest, stress, and winter/weather changes. However, something unexpected happened.
After I woke up (it was my day off from work), I was waiting to see if Kilij wanted to go out to get food. I went to his room and saw that he's out, so I figured I waited a bit. After several hours have past, I begin to have concern. I looked back in the room and noticed some things missing - laptop, 3DS, backpack, clothes. There was a small piece of paper with some numbers (that look like dates?) and times. There is also a "Deadline: 27-31" and I don't know what that meant.
I've already contacted his sister and his mother. They don't know what's going on, but we'll keep in touch with each other on any updates. I tried calling Draco, but I only get his voicemail.
The more I'm thinking about it, the more I'm convinced that they don't want me to be associate with them anymore. I....I don't understand. Did I said something or do something that offended them? I had asked if they were okay with the moving and such and they were fine with it. The one thing I do know about them and it bugs me greatly is that they don't want to show emotions. Both have things in common with each other, yet I'm different from them.
I may consider filing a "missing person" report to the police because this is very unusual of Kilij to just suddenly disappear and left. I have no contact to him and he disabled his FA and blocked me on Discord. I sent him a message on his 2 emails, hoping he would reply.
This month has been very stressful to me.
i really do feel cursed...moving to colorado was meant to be a last resort, and it already failed, not even two months in" and basically it sounded like he might very well be in a really bad situation. Last I heard from him outside of that discord group, we personally chatted back in July and he was having a terrible time with his occupational luck and his life in general.
There's also this odd contradiction where on discord he's told me that you and him broke apart and stopped dating, he resided in Florida after running away from home, and generally he hasn't been in contact through the FA account you linked in your journal. He'd specifically "drifted away from California and wandered homelessly for about two years because he ran away from his family", as well as having "not used or logged into his Furaffinity account of
So, has he moved into Colorado now with you? When did you last see him around and was he doing better?
"Broke apart and stopped dating"? Was he referring to when we've talked about having open relationship? I recalling wanting to see if he's okay with such several times and he was fine with it (he told me he was okay with it).
I don't recall him telling me that he was homeless after California. He was living with his sister's in Germany for a year or two before he came over to Florida and move in with me for 6-7 years. I understood his situation and so I've been supporting both him and me since then. It was challenging, but we've made it through.
All three of us moved to Colorado, but we were told to move somewhere else (no bad reason). There was an opportunity and I told them about it. They weren't thrilled at first because we couldn't house all 3 of us. It was the only option I have available due to our financial situation and I actually had to compete to not lose the opportunity. Draco said he was willing to move in with his grandpa and
I tried to see if I can get both to be more social with other furs in the area, but from what I'm getting the impression, they prefer to be by themselves. I do admit that I felt like I was different from the two because of how social I am (online and in RL). Maybe I'm pushing them a bit much out of their comfort zone.
I know I had to make some tough decisions too, but I wish he didn't kept a lot of things to himself and not share them with me. It's probably why I sometimes felt we were distant. We have some things in common and yet things of opposite. I'll admit that there was a time I was considering that maybe we should break up due to our situation of cannot support each other, but I was also upset and stressed. He has helped comfort me many times, but to see him suddenly leave without telling me is.....very shocking to me.
I wonder if the last night together was him trying to make me feel happy by eating at the buffet we like and playing games together. We did hug each other too. I just.....don't understand why he would suddenly pack some things and leave. If he thinks it's not a burden to me, I'm afraid that it is, especially since he didn't tell me anything.
I just feel shock, stress, upset, and abandoned now. He even said that he planned to help repay all the times that I've helped supported him...