I'm sorry I couldn't reply messages, I'm sorry I couldn't draw, I'm just sorry that I took so much time to get ahold of my life again.

I been thru a lot in the past 2+ months, including my grandmother passing away, my relatives (including my mom) fighting over her possessions and inheritance, my parents divorcing (which is a very good thing, but I didn't want all this NOW) and of course school being a big bad bitch and stressing me out even more...

I won't go into details about anything other that school is taking a big chunk of my actual "free" time, since I have to get 2 clinical cases for pathology and my attempts at getting a decent one have been futile :'3 DESPITE SPENDING SO MUCH TIME ON THEM, it's been so bad my friend offered to let me use her cat's possible chronic kidney failure.. also I got my lowest grade in a while in a midterm *coughs* 4/10 *coughs* so I literally have to break my head to raise my grades... (is it weird that I talk about my major?)

Long story short, I had been to busy and mentally tired to get on my laptop to do anything other than my homework (btw, who invented school sites, who gives you 3 hours to turn in a paper???), lately things have gotten better on the "personal side" so despite not having oh so much time I have more energy to work on commissions, I'll try to finish as many as I can during my free time specially over the weekends if I don't get any wonky hw to upload on the school site :'3

Also!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is some good news slash a depressing situation lmao, I had to move out again, dad bought mom a house here, which I helped furnish and set all basic services so I could move in asap, so I live alone now...!! wooh... I miss my housemates!! so much!!! AND you should have seen my car again, it was packed even fuller than before :'D aaah but the bright side is, I get to take in my brother's dog, Kala, she's like a big puppy, like, very big, and dumb she lived in a backyard all her life without much human interaction (that's why I took her in) so she's a very awkward dog, heh

Anyway, so yeah!! I'll be around as much as I can!! finish all the stuff I owe, I kind of really wish I could open commissions again soon, I'm almost blonde again, I could use some hair dye *sobs* I died my hair a different shade of blue/purple while I wasn't around FA... I looked like Sullivan from Monsters INC. now I want solid purple hair >:3

Oh and I ummh if it's not too much to ask right now, I mean considering I just got back... you know my income has been 0$ for a while and I still have a long to-do list until I can open commissions, I'd really really appreciate coffees right now


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Also I'm selling some characters with art!! please take a look when I put them up! (as I was writing this journal Hitsuji, my Fennec fox just sold ;v;)

Hope you guys have been well!! I'd love to hear from you all again!!