Well I got tagged by  Gallonigher with the 8 truths.. normally i'm all happy and stuff about it, and I was the first time. But my post got lost somewhere, somehow x.x and trying to remember what I put down well, I don't feel like doing it as long as last time because I can't remember what I put. *mumbles and grumbles*

Rules:
1)these are the rules
2)post 8 true things about yourself
3)at the end you must tag 8 people and post their icon
4)then you must go to their page & tell them you got tagged
5)NO tag backs!

1. I am not really ticklish. Which is a pretty big disadvantage to anyone else who is, I can poke and tickle them how ever much I'd like but they can't get me back.

2. I really don't get afraid or panic really... I might jump because of a loud noise or something, but thats just a reaction. There's been times, like when I was driving my mom and the kids back from school when I had my permit that I forgot the lanes merge into one, was literally an inch away from running into the wall on the side, but i kinda just slowed down, merged and moved on while my mom and the kids were freaking out. Also, last christmas, there was some road work done just before a really sharp turn to my house. I forgot the road was rough and took it a little too fast, almost crashed right into an oncomming car, and then almost crashed into a telephone pole... shrugged and drove the rest of the way home.

3. Meeting someone new I am really afraid of saying something that would sound dumb or appearing as if i'm unintelligent. This fear is more of on par to other people's arachnaphobia, and because of that I tend to keep to myself or keep the crowds that I know. I do make an effort to get to know others... but I am still afraid of that. Also, when i try and give advice that is disreguarded multiple times because its wrong, it really makes my mood go sour.

4. Speaking of moods, I remembered this one. I really don't stay angry with anyone very long at all, and when my mood is sour or i'm upset, all it really takes to turn that around is to make me laugh with a joke or just something in general, and I normally do keep my humor when I am in a bad mood. I don't hold grudges very well either. If someone that was trying to kill me came up and apologized, I'd accept it then probably ask them if they'd want to go out for lunch.

5. In honesty, I kinda wish others would be a little more touchy with me, despite the fact that i'm a bit defensive. Of course I'd be choosy with who I would allow to do so. I honestly don't mind groping or stuff like that that much, and kinda wish it would happen more. Its attention, and who doesn't like to be tended to?

6. I suppose I'm not very receptive to in person advances. I was having a discussion with a friend of mine, when I was taking him home from the PS party about how I kinda wish i'd get hit on or something more often... a few moments later he turned to me and said "I'm hitting on you! I've been hitting on you for the past 15 minutes!" c.c;

7. Well since I can't remember the other two I suppose i'll try and come up with some new ones... Oh I remembered another one I had! I am EXTREMEMLY sentimental, and I tend to hold onto seemingly useless objects that were given to me ask a gift... I still have the gurella plushie that i won from a carnival that I meant to my first GF... its still up in my closet, still packaged and everything

8. Lastly... lets see here... I suppose I'll go with this one. Yelling, that is one thing that really upsets me, or even when someone talks at me with a raised voice, I get really upset with that, even when, for instance, my step dad is yelling at my little brother, that really bugs me, and a few times its almost made me cry. It doesn't even have to be anyone yelling at me, it can be someone just yelling in general (and I mean angry yelling, not playful stuff) it just destroys my mood and I want to run as far as possible from the source...

9. This one i remembered from the original one I did so I'll add this one as an extra since it was supposed to be here in the first place. It goes along partly with the last. When I get upset I tend to just go silent and not respond to anything anyone says, i'll shake my head or nod my head just slightly, but thats about all you'll get out of me. But when I get REALLY upset I tend to talk or leave cryptic messages... For instance when my dad was pushing me to get a job too hard last time and not taking anything I did as progress, I wrote this...

For the fires not to comprehend, but to see and question.
Here I sit in my ponderous trance
Sit here in the house apart from home that has fallen upside down
That I am denied entry by the fires of cries that shout, "pushpushpush! One can not stop!"
Does one leave, abandon for another, or stay and endure?
"Pushpushpush! One can not stop!"
One near broken once, not again! Not again!!!
For sanctity and safety to lie one departs
One departs the house apart of the home that has fallen upside down.
I leave for the next.
Once, twice, thrice contemplated. Once decided.
To arrive when this home drops right side up,
and the din "Pushpushpush! One can not stop!"
Silences.

On the pictures of my circles I have posted on my bulliton board above my desk. I also covered my dragons with an extra sheet in my room, not to protect them from the dust which my dad took that message as, but as a sign of I'm not coming back for a very long while.

Well now since I suppose I need to get going I'll go and tag not 8 people but  kalemendrax  Xylex  Jmays2007  draccy and mabye more later on