I am so bored in life, honestly, I have alot of free time off from work, and I would rather spend it at work. Games don;t give me the satisfaction of playing them for hours upon hours anymore, well they still do, but there are days when I think about it and its just like what am I doing, I'm less than 3 years from being 30 years old, on only my 2nd job, still living with my parents, and my anxiety prevents me from pursuing anything I may take or have taken an interest in, that and very low self esteem. I have only had ONE real life relation and everything else have been long distance relations that lasted for several years with no results. I don't know what I want to do in life. .-.