So yeah, it's been 6 years since my beginning in the fandom. I realize it's been more than 2 years posting here, but I thought I owed it to the people here. Many I don't even know anymore. Some have stuck around, so thank you to those who have.

Okay here comes the bluntness. I'm out. I'm not as involved in the fandom as I once was and I'm not as excited as I used to be. I think it's because I've changed a lot and the fandom has too. I still love it and I still feel that same magic I felt on Oct. 27th, 2011. But now there's a new feeling.

Completion.

I think I'm done. I've been in this fandom a while now, and I know many have surpassed me by years. But I think I'm done trying to enjoy it. Because lately I have to force myself to find enjoyment anymore. So why try? I don't believe I will be leaving this wonderful fandom either; but staying and trying to be involved, I believe, will not bring me much more. I'm just going to wait for opportunities as they come, if any do.

Hell, I've never even been to so much as a furmeet let alone a convention. I used to be really excited! To getting my very first fursuit (thank you  tailsmilesprower8 for that, once again), going to a con, meeting new people and hopefully one day getting drunk with  kagemushi . I guess I don't need that stuff anymore. If there ever comes a great opportunity for me to go then I will. But until then, I'm not making any plans.

For the sake of making this an easy read, I want to again say that I am not renouncing this fandom. I'm just no longer attempting to participate, only to get very little satisfaction in return. I also want to apologize to those who have been (trying) to reach me on social media and here. Please don't take my, no-reply personally. It's all because I literally feel like I have nothing to say; especially when it comes to roleplaying. I just cannot RP anymore. I hope you can respect that.

I want to thank all of you who I've known and gotten to know over the years. You all made it what it is and I am thankful for all of you!

I'm still here, just way in the back, against the wall, with a cold glass of Jameson in my hand.


Have a great life everyone.

Sincerity and Respect,
~Sammy (Samson KittyFox)