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Life update..
8 years ago
♥Greetings!♥
I often don’t talk first and I should not have to apologize for that.
I’m just one of those "don’t talk unless spoken too" person.
Tips are welcomed! 
As most must have noticed I've been very quite and no art or streaming lately...
I wont go into details, close friends now why, but it's cause I've been dealing with A LOT of stress and anxiety over financial issues. So much that I've had 2 anxiety/panic attacks within 2-3 months time, last was just last week (friday 29 oct) and the day after I felt much better, it's really night and day. After all all that bottled up stress had to pour out someday...
While I feel better now I am still very stressed out, I can't enjoy much, like art. I just don't have any strength and will to draw right now, streaming usually helped me with that but I don't have the will to stream either, this why I haven't streamed pretty much any at all in october, I did try one week but that's when OBS wanted to be a douche and just give me even more less will power :/
I have one october commission though and it will be done just late, probably very late, but it will be done, I actually did take one day to do lines and flat color to the character it's just the background, shading and light left. But again it wont get done anytime soon.
Which also mean that the 2K watcher raffle winner (when it is chosen) will have to be as patient as well.
Thank you all for reading and understanding, I am in a very mentally difficult time right now.
P.S. One good news is that my period decided to show up....little over a week later than expectedBlueTigress!
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It always helps to have people around you, supporting you, at a time like that. I hope you have a few people or at least someone like that close by
Sadly I don't have anyone close to me so seek support and comfort from. Difficult talking to family about it, sure sis would be one to listen but still it's hard to tell even her though we are close as sisters.
And if all else fails, eat some ice cream.
I guess my point is that yeah. Life is scary and unpredictable, and sometimes you'll have to give up doing what you love to live comfortably. But don't let the stress beat you. You're doing good just by finding the drive to get out of bed every morning and dealing with reality's bullshit. And you don't have to pat yourself on the back if you don't want to. But don't beat yourself up either. Just...Just be you and have a day. That's the best advice I can give.