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Insomnia 2.00000000000000
8 years ago
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Wtf me
Sleep all day
Sleep all night
STILL CAN'T STAY UP.
WTF
I'm so angry at myself lately. I feel like a freaking failure
I'm letting insomnia control me and I don't know what to do about it. I try sleeping as much as possible and nothing works, I try staying up more I end up sleeping longer. I keep forgetting to pay stuff as well I need to make some kinda' list or something.
I feel like I spend hours on a commission only to not get anything done, or to finish it and I not like the outcome but don't know how to fix it.
My art just feels stale and lifeless lately x___X I've finished paying off almost everything except for I think two things which aren't even over $100 and aren't immediate
why the fuk do I still feel unsatisfied?
I always imagined I'd feel liberated but I don't
I've been on a commission break for two days now hoping the rest will me feel better but it doesn't.
Like at all.
I've even tried drawing my own pics for two days now and it just feels.. stale and bland. And I dread linearting. My art is making me angry lately not happy
Gonna try to spend all day tomorrow linearting as much as possible X n X
Sleep all day
Sleep all night
STILL CAN'T STAY UP.
WTF
I'm so angry at myself lately. I feel like a freaking failure
I'm letting insomnia control me and I don't know what to do about it. I try sleeping as much as possible and nothing works, I try staying up more I end up sleeping longer. I keep forgetting to pay stuff as well I need to make some kinda' list or something.
I feel like I spend hours on a commission only to not get anything done, or to finish it and I not like the outcome but don't know how to fix it.
My art just feels stale and lifeless lately x___X I've finished paying off almost everything except for I think two things which aren't even over $100 and aren't immediate
why the fuk do I still feel unsatisfied?
I always imagined I'd feel liberated but I don't
I've been on a commission break for two days now hoping the rest will me feel better but it doesn't.
Like at all.
I've even tried drawing my own pics for two days now and it just feels.. stale and bland. And I dread linearting. My art is making me angry lately not happy
Gonna try to spend all day tomorrow linearting as much as possible X n X
Thank you, Bush, that's really kind of you to say*hug* I'm trying to find inspiration, hoping it will just come eventually :'D