What brought you to babyfur?
8 years ago
What drew you to the babyfur fandom?
Before I really knew what babyfur was, I was already an age regressor after my best friend introduced me to it via some weird ass fanfics. However, when I went to Megaplex this year (my second ever time going), I got to experience it first hand, seeing happy babyfurs bumbling around and seeing the adorable badges and art from the community. It drew me to it instantly with its serenity and comforting vibes. I honestly wish I stayed for the babyfur panel that evening, but maybe next year if they have another one I'll go.
Are you more babyfur, diaperfur, or something else?
Originally, it was more of just an age regression that I could easily control. However, as of late, it's turned more into alternate mindsets (I think my first regression mindset was a gateway for a mental illness that I've had symptoms of my whole life. I even tried to go to therapy once when I was about 12 and she almost called the police because of what I told her. God that sounds edgy TvT''). With my two more prominent mindsets being very young (Snowy being 4-5, sometimes 6 on rare occasions, and Winnie being 0-3, 4 on rare occassions). I personally think they are ways for my brain to get back/recreate a childhood I didn't have. (Snowy creating a whole new childhood meant for a boy, with lots of modern boy based stuff like Lion Guard and Pokemon, less nostalgic based and more creating something new. Winnie more of reshaping the childhood I did have into one that my brain can more easily understand while also recreating a childhood for a baby boy, something I never got, while assessing the reasons for my hypersexuality and other symptoms of CSA that I realized about 3 years ago were actually symptoms of something).
I'm fairly certain I'm an OSDD-1 system (unable to be medically diagnosed at this time due to health and safety reasons including cost, insurance, and the simple fact that if I am diagnosed with even one kind of mental disorder, I likely will not be able to start hormone therapy due to being seen as 'not mentally stable enough', which terrifies me. Although I would love a proper diagnosis just to get some answers for my brain). That age regresses to child mindsets to deal with stress and trauma while recreating a childhood that I, as a trans man, did not get to have. Though I identify them simply as babyfur to keep it organized and not as confusing. So yeah I'm a babyfur, with some slight interest in diapers.
TL;DR: I'm a babyfur that most likely has OSDD-1 or some other form of dissociative personality disorder that cannot be medically/properly diagnosed if I ever want to take hormone therapy.
What are your favorite little space/babyfur related activities and things?
Coloring/drawing cute pictures, watching kids shows (from my childhood with Winnie and new stuff that I haven't seen with Snowy), building with blocks (Winnie only), playing cute/easy video games, playing with stuffies (Winnie specifically), using a paci, going to childish/fun places (beach, carnival/fair, park/playground, etc), and talking/cuddling with my papa/taddy/best friend whenever possible. (I am forever indebted to the fact that she even tries to put up with these guys and takes on a parental role for them (Snowy's papa, Winnie's Taddy, and my absolute best friend and love of my life) just to help me feel better. I love you so very much
MistyCantDraw)
Sorry for the completely unnecessary tangent, I'm bad with impulsive oversharing and over explaining, but I never really get to talk about this stuff. So feel free to drop a comment and start up a convo, yeah?
Before I really knew what babyfur was, I was already an age regressor after my best friend introduced me to it via some weird ass fanfics. However, when I went to Megaplex this year (my second ever time going), I got to experience it first hand, seeing happy babyfurs bumbling around and seeing the adorable badges and art from the community. It drew me to it instantly with its serenity and comforting vibes. I honestly wish I stayed for the babyfur panel that evening, but maybe next year if they have another one I'll go.
Are you more babyfur, diaperfur, or something else?
Originally, it was more of just an age regression that I could easily control. However, as of late, it's turned more into alternate mindsets (I think my first regression mindset was a gateway for a mental illness that I've had symptoms of my whole life. I even tried to go to therapy once when I was about 12 and she almost called the police because of what I told her. God that sounds edgy TvT''). With my two more prominent mindsets being very young (Snowy being 4-5, sometimes 6 on rare occasions, and Winnie being 0-3, 4 on rare occassions). I personally think they are ways for my brain to get back/recreate a childhood I didn't have. (Snowy creating a whole new childhood meant for a boy, with lots of modern boy based stuff like Lion Guard and Pokemon, less nostalgic based and more creating something new. Winnie more of reshaping the childhood I did have into one that my brain can more easily understand while also recreating a childhood for a baby boy, something I never got, while assessing the reasons for my hypersexuality and other symptoms of CSA that I realized about 3 years ago were actually symptoms of something).
I'm fairly certain I'm an OSDD-1 system (unable to be medically diagnosed at this time due to health and safety reasons including cost, insurance, and the simple fact that if I am diagnosed with even one kind of mental disorder, I likely will not be able to start hormone therapy due to being seen as 'not mentally stable enough', which terrifies me. Although I would love a proper diagnosis just to get some answers for my brain). That age regresses to child mindsets to deal with stress and trauma while recreating a childhood that I, as a trans man, did not get to have. Though I identify them simply as babyfur to keep it organized and not as confusing. So yeah I'm a babyfur, with some slight interest in diapers.
TL;DR: I'm a babyfur that most likely has OSDD-1 or some other form of dissociative personality disorder that cannot be medically/properly diagnosed if I ever want to take hormone therapy.
What are your favorite little space/babyfur related activities and things?
Coloring/drawing cute pictures, watching kids shows (from my childhood with Winnie and new stuff that I haven't seen with Snowy), building with blocks (Winnie only), playing cute/easy video games, playing with stuffies (Winnie specifically), using a paci, going to childish/fun places (beach, carnival/fair, park/playground, etc), and talking/cuddling with my papa/taddy/best friend whenever possible. (I am forever indebted to the fact that she even tries to put up with these guys and takes on a parental role for them (Snowy's papa, Winnie's Taddy, and my absolute best friend and love of my life) just to help me feel better. I love you so very much
MistyCantDraw)Sorry for the completely unnecessary tangent, I'm bad with impulsive oversharing and over explaining, but I never really get to talk about this stuff. So feel free to drop a comment and start up a convo, yeah?
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