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My Otter Boi~
8 years ago
Some of you may remember a couple weeks back that I announced that 
and I were separating due to unfortunate circumstance. It was a very hard decision and it broke my heart, and his. We did not fall out of love which made breaking up so difficult to begin with. Being unable to talk to him and call him the silly little nicknames, to know that he was no longer mine put me in a terrible place. Every night I woke up feeling empty and I cried. You don't realize how much something means to you until it is snatched away.
So... I made the decision to get Asa back if he would have me. Of course, he felt the same as I did and even though an ocean and circumstance separates us, with this moment apart, we realized just how little these things mattered when you know how much you love each other. I love my otter boy deeply and even if we can never physically be together, just being able to wake up and say I love you, is all that I need to feel whole.
So... as cheesy as this journal is, and believe me, I know it's probably making some of you cringe, the reason I'm writing is not only to say that we've reunited together, but is also to encourage anyone in a relationship similar to our own. Hardships make you stronger, and show you just where your heart is. I had to lose my love to understand it completely. If you have someone you know you love deeply, don't let them go, because like me you're going to regret every second of it. Hardships are part of relationships, endure them and the other side of it will feel that much greater.
And to my beloved otter boy. To my Asa, I say this, Asa I love you with everything I have. You have made me truly happy in the two decades I've been on this earth. One day I hope circumstances will allow us to live together but for now, just knowing you'll be there to greet me every morning means the world to me and I am looking forward to seeing you real soon. I'm sorry if I embarrassed you, but I do enjoy it when you're flustered~ Thanks for being my partner, and friend and to everyone reading this, who didn't click away, thank you for supporting us. <3 Now before I start crying, I'm going to sign off~
<3
and I were separating due to unfortunate circumstance. It was a very hard decision and it broke my heart, and his. We did not fall out of love which made breaking up so difficult to begin with. Being unable to talk to him and call him the silly little nicknames, to know that he was no longer mine put me in a terrible place. Every night I woke up feeling empty and I cried. You don't realize how much something means to you until it is snatched away.So... I made the decision to get Asa back if he would have me. Of course, he felt the same as I did and even though an ocean and circumstance separates us, with this moment apart, we realized just how little these things mattered when you know how much you love each other. I love my otter boy deeply and even if we can never physically be together, just being able to wake up and say I love you, is all that I need to feel whole.
So... as cheesy as this journal is, and believe me, I know it's probably making some of you cringe, the reason I'm writing is not only to say that we've reunited together, but is also to encourage anyone in a relationship similar to our own. Hardships make you stronger, and show you just where your heart is. I had to lose my love to understand it completely. If you have someone you know you love deeply, don't let them go, because like me you're going to regret every second of it. Hardships are part of relationships, endure them and the other side of it will feel that much greater.
And to my beloved otter boy. To my Asa, I say this, Asa I love you with everything I have. You have made me truly happy in the two decades I've been on this earth. One day I hope circumstances will allow us to live together but for now, just knowing you'll be there to greet me every morning means the world to me and I am looking forward to seeing you real soon. I'm sorry if I embarrassed you, but I do enjoy it when you're flustered~ Thanks for being my partner, and friend and to everyone reading this, who didn't click away, thank you for supporting us. <3 Now before I start crying, I'm going to sign off~
<3
Here's to the future!
I mean...you belong to each other.
I wish the best for you both x3
And I understand this feeling but for me it's really to late... not one day I regret this éwè