It's quiet lately. Though probably my fault more then anyone else's.

I wanted to type something emotional here, but at the same time, I don't. Fffds.

I am a lonely person. That much is obvious. I get frustrated sometimes. That much is obvious, too. But I don't want to be alone, I want some support and attention, even when I'm frustrated. That.. isn't obvious. Or so it seems.
/sigh

I'm tired of having to initiate things. I'm tired of having to ask to play games. I'm tired of patiently, quietly waiting for someone to notice I'm /here/, and that they should invite me. I came online an hour ago-hasn't anyone noticed me yet?
I'm done with talking first. It ain't fun anymore, so I won't bother. Besides, I'm too damn nervous to ask people for anything, anyway. Kind of how Nottim* is afraid to ask for things. Agonizing, really.

It doesn't help much that my meds wear off at night. The later it is, the worse it gets. But I stay up anyway. Es stupid.
I'm rambling bullshit again. Can't even make a coherent paragraph because of how much I WANT to talk and how much I DON'T want to talk.

Ah, fuck it. I'll wait for my Waifu or my Birdy to come online. They always make me feel better.



*If you do not know who Nottim is, LURK MOAR