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Reposting art, Haunted btw
8 years ago
Hey guys... so despite my SALTwith furafinity's upload issues, I'mma try reposting stuff to my main gallery.
In case you're wondering why I deleted it in the first place (and this might sound unbeleivable),
I was (and still am) getting harrassed by a spirit I that keeps following me around/ annoying me (I'm not talking physical but spiritual. It manifest it's thoughts/ words through different people's interactions.
and if it weren't for the grace of God, I'd be dead right now by Suicide. Confession and Prayer have been reaaaally helpful (thank God)
I can't cast it out because it hasn't possesed me, so I keep ending up in long, emotional arguments with it in my head or near me. When I try to ignore it, it's like building up a brick wall that it either WALKS THROUGH or 9/11's through verbal assault (the slick kind that makes me let my gaurd down) D:<.
It just said "Good bye" after I typed this so it's probably about to do something annoying -_-*
It's like I'm fighting a miniature 9tails in my head and I could use some serious prayer if anyone's willing to
In case you're wondering why I deleted it in the first place (and this might sound unbeleivable),
I was (and still am) getting harrassed by a spirit I that keeps following me around/ annoying me (I'm not talking physical but spiritual. It manifest it's thoughts/ words through different people's interactions.
and if it weren't for the grace of God, I'd be dead right now by Suicide. Confession and Prayer have been reaaaally helpful (thank God)
I can't cast it out because it hasn't possesed me, so I keep ending up in long, emotional arguments with it in my head or near me. When I try to ignore it, it's like building up a brick wall that it either WALKS THROUGH or 9/11's through verbal assault (the slick kind that makes me let my gaurd down) D:<.
It just said "Good bye" after I typed this so it's probably about to do something annoying -_-*
It's like I'm fighting a miniature 9tails in my head and I could use some serious prayer if anyone's willing to
This is a demon, they use slick words to get what they want out of whoever they persist on possessing, and worst of all, they don't stop. I know that because of the way the world is right now you don't know what is true or not, but despite this, there is still hope. I will pray for you Badge, because I nearly lost my life from this life by a sharp blade, and I am not willing for someone else to go through it at a much worse rate. I am not the best, but I can still act.
Stay strong brother, and have faith in the One who has given you strength to breathe and live to this day, and the days to come.
Beleive me, I know what's true. That's why it's so "hellbent" on trying to make me doubt.
Use that knowledge to cast it off back to the pits of hell from where it came from.
Don't just say it in your mind, say it with your soul and mouth, "I AM FILLED WITH THE BLOOD OF JESUS, LET ME GO!!"
When I said hellbent, I meant HELLBENT
This being is consistently 1-15 steps ahead of me when I try to resist it in almost any manner. At one point it convinced me that God was so insulted with my behavior (that it was pushing me into) that he wouldn't answer my prayers D:< only to find out that it was this entity saying no before I even finished praying (which kept me from beleiving that I received it and made me feel like trash)
Even when this thing isn't harrasing me I get attacked through other people who don't even seem to know they're being manipulated. By the time I finally see an attack coming it's already near inescapable and the damage is done. On the off chance I manage to get it to leave me alone, it at least feels more join in and tagteam me. Praying and trusting in God is the only way I'm surviving this.
If you need more help don't bother to contact me via note. I'll keep an eye out for those.