Here the reason why I stop going FA again from the title know this sounds stupid, out of place, and.. more like a pussy talk as more I think about it.

The reason why that I been unsettle with bad memories been taken over me and cost me to be unsocial with most furries around furry fandom around furry fandom.

I felt unwelcome, and wanting me leave the fandom and I did had few people telling me "Go kill yourself", "your not welcome here because of this" and stuff like this. Which.. I felt like the pass stay with me. I was struggle till I found a rant community.

I must confess why I spend time with the rant community? well I WAS ALMOST going to cost a lot of trouble, I kinda don't want to talk about it there is there was a bright side that happen to me.

The bright side is that I made new friends on there, and they are able to take care the thing as I been struggle with as they're able to calm myself down. As there is thing that no matter what happens to us.

The past will always stay behind how no matter how brutal how you felt when people say like this "The Past stay with you". They will try to keep trying to ruin you as they don't care on you as all they do it for gaining populations. As they think is Sooo cool to pick on users by bringing up the past and trying to make you chicken out as this made felt uneasy among other users, as this been on going for pass months and now i'm feeling feeling cure now.

If I keep feeling uneasy as always I would have Kill off Kai Drandro which my main OC would been Henry as always (I know he look like a furry but I consider he's not a furry character). I would have stop hang around with other furs, and I would have fear taken over me and trying to fight back users who did bashing me and smack talk through private to private message.

Now days I'm feeling fine now. So I can finally post my drawings on here, and finally get along with you guys again. I feel like I miss those fun, and I know there is tons of NSFW that I'm into. But I miss some people who I couldn't talk to, and get back joining some of they're servers.

And those who want to smack talk me, wanted to portend to be my friend again, create fake comments, and specially portend by saying "You ruin this user's life it's your fault". They're just a stain to me. a piece of stain that I wanted to take that stain off of me and make things clean up I will not fall those lies that sounds like it was true to me.

I would write down those users on they're names on this journal but I feel like would be messy to do it. So give thanks to those users from ranter community. Thank you very much.

Any who before we end this.

My birthday is coming Dec 11

I'm opening discord server on here. Link will expire in about 24 hours and yes, we do allow NSFW pics as you guys are welcome to get along with me.
https://discord.gg/rrXpsM


I'll be posting my drawings on here finally

improving profile will be updating soon.

hopping I could need critiques to do fetishes art for you fatties and hyper fans.

I'll do my best to have you guys enjoy with me.

Thank you for reading this journal as I hope you guys have a great day!

thank you so much!