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December Update
8 years ago
So I haven't been very vocal about whats been going on, and I'm sure people can understand.
I've been on Cipralex for 9 weeks and suffering from a plethora of mental symptoms, many aggravated from the Fraud I experienced at the end of Septmeber.
I am currently on income support, but I am not getting enough on it to even support myself since its all for bills, which I only found out as of November 28th, so things are going to be extra tight.
I've already asked for enough help from people here and I don't want to keep putting myself in that position regardless of everything going on.
I am seeing a Councillor and a Psychiatrist, and going to Group Therapy a couple times a week.
I am being switched to this medication as of tonight: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mirtazapine
To go more into what I've been going through. I have Extreme Anxiety and Depression, Avoidant Personality Disorder, An eating disorder (Don't eat much at all), insomnia, along with a nightly restless leg syndrome.
I live by myself currently as well, so managing my symptoms with all of this going on is a massive challenge in of itself.
It won't be until February where I'll be cut from this lease and be able to find a place where I can live with a room mate or few instead to make things easier from then on.
I filed a restitution for the Fraud that I went through, and am still struggling to get myself to fill in the Victim Impact Statement that would be crucial for making it more likely for it to go through once it reaches a judge.
I'm still not mentally fit to work according to my medical specialists I've been seeing, so I just have to hope this new medication does better then what I've been on and I can finally get better.
Just as an extra note, I don't mean to be quiet when people contact me, I really enjoy company but it takes a while to pull myself out of my shell. x:
I've been on Cipralex for 9 weeks and suffering from a plethora of mental symptoms, many aggravated from the Fraud I experienced at the end of Septmeber.
I am currently on income support, but I am not getting enough on it to even support myself since its all for bills, which I only found out as of November 28th, so things are going to be extra tight.
I've already asked for enough help from people here and I don't want to keep putting myself in that position regardless of everything going on.
I am seeing a Councillor and a Psychiatrist, and going to Group Therapy a couple times a week.
I am being switched to this medication as of tonight: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mirtazapine
To go more into what I've been going through. I have Extreme Anxiety and Depression, Avoidant Personality Disorder, An eating disorder (Don't eat much at all), insomnia, along with a nightly restless leg syndrome.
I live by myself currently as well, so managing my symptoms with all of this going on is a massive challenge in of itself.
It won't be until February where I'll be cut from this lease and be able to find a place where I can live with a room mate or few instead to make things easier from then on.
I filed a restitution for the Fraud that I went through, and am still struggling to get myself to fill in the Victim Impact Statement that would be crucial for making it more likely for it to go through once it reaches a judge.
I'm still not mentally fit to work according to my medical specialists I've been seeing, so I just have to hope this new medication does better then what I've been on and I can finally get better.
Just as an extra note, I don't mean to be quiet when people contact me, I really enjoy company but it takes a while to pull myself out of my shell. x:
I also have an avoidant personality myself, which makes these adversities that much more painful. I can't even imagine what your suffering's like right now.
Incidentally, you found group therapy rather promptly. You used to be in Ontario and are now in another province. Trying to find proper mental therapy has been a real teeth pull for me here. How'd you manage that so swift?
Yeah, its pretty rough, I'm living off of pocket change right now while trying to go through all this stuff, plus a new medication that has been making me sleep excessively. haha
I did want to get on top of my mental health so I can be at my best, so I do alck a councillor that I can talk to. Because I'm very withdrawn and socially anxious, it's difficult for me to look. Avoidant personality and being given the run around has that impact on me as well. >w< But aye, I imagine that was long.
I've been trying to start a business, so I need a lot of mental as well as spiritual strength to see it succeed and to maintain that proverbial fortress.
I wouldn't wish poverty upon my arch enemy. I hope you can break out of it, and I'm hoping I can with this, too.