Soo figured to update everyone on my life and why things are going incredibly slow on my page.

Last month about the 13th I was in severe pain..by this point I had been bleeding (period) from the 1st of November to at this point..I'm extremely anemic and was already having some serious issues with everyday living..including panic attacks and feeling like I can't stand up very long.

I went to the ER and I passed a soft ball size blood clot..no joke..would share but its painfully graphic..took a picture for my doctors.

After it passed I was in no more pain, however they checked my blood and it was at a 4 which they will let you leave at a 7 and normal is close to 20. So obviously this was a serious concern and I was admitted for a blood transfusion.

In total I had three units of blood and stayed over night to insure I was okay. This is extremely serious, and I could've died from this..as there was little blood oxygen in my brain which could've caused coma.

I'm obviously taking medicine for my anemia as I should have been in the first place however its so much more serious then ever.

I do have fibroid(s) in my uterus which causes excessive bleeding and lots of pain..unbearable pain..though with this episode..I decided the best course of action is getting a hysterectomy. I will be getting a Laparoscopic Hysterectomy done which is less invasive then getting a huge cut into my tummy..and good chances are I'll need another transfusion to insure I make it out of there okay. I am currently at a 6 for blood.

I will be getting this done the 3rd of January..its been just..so crazy the past couple months..

I only just recently stopped bleeding past couple days I was bleeding for a month and few days..insane..amount of time..and super serious.

I figured this update was needed as people do tend to wonder what's going on. Everything is on hold, depression really takes it tole when you're going through this..and I am diagnosed with it so its been rough..thank the gods for medicine.