hehehe srr i didnt know what to put as the title but i wonderful thing has happened that i didnt think would i fell in love, hard fell, like after he stayed over for the night and the next night i was alone i was clinging to a stuffed animal crying needing him there holding me so at 1am i went to his house and he made it better <3 and i didnt tell him that night because i didnt want to hold him back from finding a really great mate and im moving from here in 3 years and didnt want me or him to feel the pain of me leaveing...... but 2 days l8r my heart was getting heavy from hiding my true feeings.... so i did what any puppie in love would do and txtd him(i was at work so i couldnt do much else) he is the first person that i have sent 6 page txt messages to and then another and another and it turns out that the same night i fell so hard for the panda was the night he was reassured of his :) sniffles so now even tho im still in college living at home where my parents dont know what a furrie is i am a bi furrie who is now officially mated to his panda thats right my panda :D nuzzles gosh im tearing up :P we wont get to be with each other every day and thats gunna kill me :( cuz just laying beside him or being near him makes my heart fly and his belly rubbs OMG when he rubbs my belly i loose all control and arms and leggs go limp and my legg twitches and mouth drools (blushes um little to far srr but its true i love my belly rubbs ask my panda)

so now after all that i would like every one to meet my mate (hehe kisses and pulls out from behind the curtain)
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/jamieneon/
and he wrote a poem about me blushes and hides behind his panda u read it :)

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2568445

but just wanted everyone to know heheh :D im so happy... and blushing right now :D and lookies i gots me a green collar :D my panda gots it for me :D