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8 years ago
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hello hi yes i am here and i would like to tell you about my new character cause i haven't gotten a chance to draw his ref sheet (it's finals time baby and im dyin' :'D)
So, you've probably seen him before. the grey guy with AMAZING HIPS that tell no lies. I made him in SL like a week or two ago but he wasn't named till last night at... 4:18am
Anyways, so his name's Eurae(yur-ae), he's a dragon-moth(?) hybrid. The moth part mainly just comes in in regards to his wings, legs/feet, and Adult X-rated 18+ Dangly Bits. The rest is either dragon or generic furry stuff.
In his uh.. story or whatever he's a Prince/King. Officially he's King, but doesn't claim that title cause he doesn't want the responsibility of being king. His kingdom is the entire surrounding forest and the town/castle/palace/keep thing is a hollowed out huge ass tree and the immediate area surrounding it.
He's pretty apathetic or aloof most of the time, but not entirely unfriendly, he just doesn't care about alotta stuff. He's got a silver tongue (well it's black but) when it comes to getting whatever it is he wants and he's pretty mischievous and sly when he wants to be. He's fiercely loyal and protective of his people and can have a real nasty temper about it. He isn't the type to withhold severe punishment unless he thinks another option would be more interesting/fun for him.
Age wise he's 74, which is somewhere around 20-25 for a human, pretty young for a king but you know, shit happens. He leaves a lot of his Very Important Kingly Duties˜ to his adviser. His species is pretty long lived though, you hardly ever see one dying of old age unless they're sick.
That's all i can really think of right now feel free to ask about him n stuff. and maybe i'll think of more things.
also schools almost out!!!! for winter break. Im so ready, my bODY is ready.
what my body sin't ready for is going to the dentist. Like, okay, granted, i don't take care of my teeth, but they always have some fucking shit to say to me like i'm 5 fuckin years old. like "hur dhuer rh u gotta brush ur teeth or they'll rot!!!!!!!!!!!! ur such a pretty young lady u don't want ur teeth falling out!?!?!" like mother fucker im not fucking 5, fuck off. If everyone had perfect fuckin teeth all the time, guess what? you. would. not. have. a. job.
And then the nurses or whatever are always dumb as hell, i have a condition or whatever where my top and bottom front teeth don't meet cause my tongue pushed my bottom teeth like half an inch out farther than my top teeth. So i go back for the x-ray and i tell them that i cannot hold the stick thing in between my teeth because they don't meet and these idiots say 'okay' and then try to explain to me how to close my teeth like ??????? I just told you they don't??? are you stupid????
I just need them to do whatever they're supposed to do and move on, i really don't need this long drawn out interaction in my life right now.
just... urgh.
On the bright side, im getting closer to feeling comfortable talking to my mom about beign transgender. I mean, she won't react badly or anything, probably jsut confused. Though, i still don't really know where to go from there. There's a lgbt center(?) in the next city over so maybe i cna talk to them. I 'technically' have a psychiatrist to talk to as well but he's a not worth shit. What kind of psychiatrist drags up obviously abusive, painful memories with no consolation at all, no discussing them, nothing, and then lets them walk out of the office in tears. All he wanted to talk about was spiderwick chronicles.
also on incompletely random note, i was reading a story last night and like... idk what happened. I think they got confuse between an rp and a story? there were two instances of a 'sound' occurring in the story. instead of describing the sound with words (ie: the thunder cracked loudly, echoing wildly around the sparse room) they just put *crack*
like literally, they emoted in the middle of a line of text. I just kinda sat there staring at it.
It had 'passed' the three line, three paragraph, and one chapter check. Everything was fine, and then this. i was shook okay
i don't know, maybe im picky but there are jsut some things that don't fly with me. I'm not saying the story is bad or the concepts are bad, but some stories are jsut not formatted well and it make sit kind of a chore to read. I don't want to feel like im forcing myself to read something, you know? And, you know, there are times when a story 'fails' a check but i still read it anyways. Like, I have a personal check called the first person check cause i don't like reading first person stories. but there were... 3 stories, all from the same author, that passed the other three checks with such amazing, flying, rainbow colors that i read it anyway and was not disappointed. So you know, i'll overlook some stuff but that emote thing jsut really turned me off which was saddening.
Uh so i think that's all? Ramble complete? i dunno. I gotta go to the deNS TI st
So, you've probably seen him before. the grey guy with AMAZING HIPS that tell no lies. I made him in SL like a week or two ago but he wasn't named till last night at... 4:18am
Anyways, so his name's Eurae(yur-ae), he's a dragon-moth(?) hybrid. The moth part mainly just comes in in regards to his wings, legs/feet, and Adult X-rated 18+ Dangly Bits. The rest is either dragon or generic furry stuff.
In his uh.. story or whatever he's a Prince/King. Officially he's King, but doesn't claim that title cause he doesn't want the responsibility of being king. His kingdom is the entire surrounding forest and the town/castle/palace/keep thing is a hollowed out huge ass tree and the immediate area surrounding it.
He's pretty apathetic or aloof most of the time, but not entirely unfriendly, he just doesn't care about alotta stuff. He's got a silver tongue (well it's black but) when it comes to getting whatever it is he wants and he's pretty mischievous and sly when he wants to be. He's fiercely loyal and protective of his people and can have a real nasty temper about it. He isn't the type to withhold severe punishment unless he thinks another option would be more interesting/fun for him.
Age wise he's 74, which is somewhere around 20-25 for a human, pretty young for a king but you know, shit happens. He leaves a lot of his Very Important Kingly Duties˜ to his adviser. His species is pretty long lived though, you hardly ever see one dying of old age unless they're sick.
That's all i can really think of right now feel free to ask about him n stuff. and maybe i'll think of more things.
also schools almost out!!!! for winter break. Im so ready, my bODY is ready.
what my body sin't ready for is going to the dentist. Like, okay, granted, i don't take care of my teeth, but they always have some fucking shit to say to me like i'm 5 fuckin years old. like "hur dhuer rh u gotta brush ur teeth or they'll rot!!!!!!!!!!!! ur such a pretty young lady u don't want ur teeth falling out!?!?!" like mother fucker im not fucking 5, fuck off. If everyone had perfect fuckin teeth all the time, guess what? you. would. not. have. a. job.
And then the nurses or whatever are always dumb as hell, i have a condition or whatever where my top and bottom front teeth don't meet cause my tongue pushed my bottom teeth like half an inch out farther than my top teeth. So i go back for the x-ray and i tell them that i cannot hold the stick thing in between my teeth because they don't meet and these idiots say 'okay' and then try to explain to me how to close my teeth like ??????? I just told you they don't??? are you stupid????
I just need them to do whatever they're supposed to do and move on, i really don't need this long drawn out interaction in my life right now.
just... urgh.
On the bright side, im getting closer to feeling comfortable talking to my mom about beign transgender. I mean, she won't react badly or anything, probably jsut confused. Though, i still don't really know where to go from there. There's a lgbt center(?) in the next city over so maybe i cna talk to them. I 'technically' have a psychiatrist to talk to as well but he's a not worth shit. What kind of psychiatrist drags up obviously abusive, painful memories with no consolation at all, no discussing them, nothing, and then lets them walk out of the office in tears. All he wanted to talk about was spiderwick chronicles.
also on incompletely random note, i was reading a story last night and like... idk what happened. I think they got confuse between an rp and a story? there were two instances of a 'sound' occurring in the story. instead of describing the sound with words (ie: the thunder cracked loudly, echoing wildly around the sparse room) they just put *crack*
like literally, they emoted in the middle of a line of text. I just kinda sat there staring at it.
It had 'passed' the three line, three paragraph, and one chapter check. Everything was fine, and then this. i was shook okay
i don't know, maybe im picky but there are jsut some things that don't fly with me. I'm not saying the story is bad or the concepts are bad, but some stories are jsut not formatted well and it make sit kind of a chore to read. I don't want to feel like im forcing myself to read something, you know? And, you know, there are times when a story 'fails' a check but i still read it anyways. Like, I have a personal check called the first person check cause i don't like reading first person stories. but there were... 3 stories, all from the same author, that passed the other three checks with such amazing, flying, rainbow colors that i read it anyway and was not disappointed. So you know, i'll overlook some stuff but that emote thing jsut really turned me off which was saddening.
Uh so i think that's all? Ramble complete? i dunno. I gotta go to the deNS TI st
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