does anyone know of any resources at all for a homeless, jobless, very mentally ill trans guy in the south [arkansas]? the shelter i applied to 2 months ago finally called me in for an intake interview, but after reviewing the info i determined that is not an option bc they absolutely require residents to work a nearly 40 hour work week [i became suicidal and was hospitalized for 8 days because i couldnt mentally handle working 20-25] and apply to 5 jobs a day- again, i am mentally ill, the jobs i’m capable of doing are very limited and this city is very small with very few job opportunities.

i’ve been crashing on someone’s couch for a few weeks but i don’t know how much longer i can stay here and i have literally NOWHERE else to go. i’m freaking out really bad right now, i don’t know what to do at all anymore. this shelter was what i was waiting for, but it just won’t work. this city has no resources, nothing for me. i don’t know anyone, i don’t have any friends who will help me.

i just feel completely fucked at this point and i don’t know what to do. things are very bleak. it’s the middle of december and i’m afraid i’m gonna be living in the cold soon.