S'quiet.
8 years ago
And so am I! I feel weird on this site anymore. Hahaha
I feel like every entry I have lately is a bit rambly and negative, so I'll at least be quick this time! No strong drawing ideas for the last month, so my free time's been a bit of a mess, and I feel weird lurking around this site when I don't really connect to 95% of all the content, and nobody I really talked to is talking anymore, so I might just look for another place to post things. We'll see!
Anyway! Blar. Hope everyone's at least almost-ready for the holiday season! At the very least, it's almost time to be able to save money again! :D
I feel like every entry I have lately is a bit rambly and negative, so I'll at least be quick this time! No strong drawing ideas for the last month, so my free time's been a bit of a mess, and I feel weird lurking around this site when I don't really connect to 95% of all the content, and nobody I really talked to is talking anymore, so I might just look for another place to post things. We'll see!
Anyway! Blar. Hope everyone's at least almost-ready for the holiday season! At the very least, it's almost time to be able to save money again! :D
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Which is sorta strange, because he's far and away the most popular/liked thing I've ever made. Double-edged sword I guess! Such is life
People seem to be moving away from ME art at least (if that's what you mean?). Not a lot of motivation after Andromeda.
Getting through the holidays. As much as I can really. Hope yours will be good!
And yeah, I've seen a big drop in ME art. I assume it has a lot to do with that, too. And that's fine! People don't need to make it. But it's also one of the few things I was here for, along with keeping up with some people I enjoy keeping up with, and over time, both of those two things have sorta just... faded away inexplicably. So I'm seeing less of a reason to stand around in a crowd full of stuff I don't really 'get'. If that makes any sense. :o
And yeah, at least they're coming up fast! We'll all be past them in no time! With bank accounts intact, hopefully. Hahaha
I'm sorry you feel uncomfortable here. I think a lot of people have taken creative hits in general over the last few years so there's probably more like me than those wilking to admit it. Hopefully 2018 is kinder. A heard a lot of jynxing at work at the start of 2017 on "how could it possibly get worse" like guys have you never heard of inviting opportunity? It goes both ways lol
And that feeling sucks. Even though I know it's wrong, it's still there, and it won't go away sometimes. So that makes stuff hard. Especially when I really wanted to make 100 pics again this year, and I'm already far enough behind the curve that, even if I pumped out like 4 or 5 more pics before the end of the month, I'd still be short. So I'm missing goals (which is okay, really; it wasn't homework) and feeling nothing but frustration. Just very blah to watch time go by and feel like you've nothing worthwhile to do. I just hope those switches flip and I feel at least better enough to make something dumb again soon!
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Woo! @ ME1 replay! I really really love the first, even with all it's clunks and bumps. I need to play it again too. C:
And thanks - I hope it shows up again soon, too. At the end of the day I just wanna make and share stuff, too, and when that can't happen for any reason, it just feels sucky