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8 years ago
I'm sorry for the last journal, it was written during a panic attack and I said things that were a little out of line or just coming from a dark place in my soul. I'm alright and will be alright.
I'm doing my best to keep up with what I got on my plate while still making sure I got new work coming in to pay bills and just keep things on a steady flow. I know I got a queue to work on and it all can be seen on my Trello, if you ever want to see please let me know and I can share it with you.
I've had so much happen lately, October was completely dedicated to InkTober while I worked on other commissions as well but it was mainly focused on the challenge. It was a well needed break and take away to help me get back into the swing of things and liven me back up to want to do more than just digital work.
November was a lot for me too, I pushed myself hard to take on what I had on my plate and get caught up on passed work that was ordered back in June before I went to Ocean City with my family while also working on smaller newer work.
I also had a few panic attacks while at my day job which really shut me down and just caused my feet to draw a bit. I'm so sick of my day job but with out it my bills will go unpaid or well, a major part of the income for my bills will be gone... I do apologize that I let my real life cause so many issues.
This month has been insane. I'm working my butt off to get work done, I've gotten people coming to me to do Christmas gift art and are paying rush fees to get it done before the holiday. I'm still working on normal commissions as well but these deadlined pieces take the top priority.
I also have moved a larger commission to the top of my list as well, the clients do not mind the wait BUT the one has grown ill and hasn't been doing so well so I really want to get it done to help bring some good vibes her way and help her feel better. This piece was ordered a good long while ago so it is indeed my oldest on my list.
I also have a piece that is a larger piece that was order a good bit ago that I've been working on off and on due to subject matter so that's also on the top of my list to get done as well.
If you ever have a question about your piece or want to know where it stands please contact me. If you feel I'm not getting to you soon enough please toss me a note. I have a lot going on IRL and sometimes I forget what I have done in the day and think I've sent things when I haven't. So it's never a bad idea to be like "Hey, how's it going"
As long as you are patient and kind with me I'll be the same back.
Okay, well I need to get back to baking cookies for my work tomorrow.
I'm doing my best to keep up with what I got on my plate while still making sure I got new work coming in to pay bills and just keep things on a steady flow. I know I got a queue to work on and it all can be seen on my Trello, if you ever want to see please let me know and I can share it with you.
I've had so much happen lately, October was completely dedicated to InkTober while I worked on other commissions as well but it was mainly focused on the challenge. It was a well needed break and take away to help me get back into the swing of things and liven me back up to want to do more than just digital work.
November was a lot for me too, I pushed myself hard to take on what I had on my plate and get caught up on passed work that was ordered back in June before I went to Ocean City with my family while also working on smaller newer work.
I also had a few panic attacks while at my day job which really shut me down and just caused my feet to draw a bit. I'm so sick of my day job but with out it my bills will go unpaid or well, a major part of the income for my bills will be gone... I do apologize that I let my real life cause so many issues.
This month has been insane. I'm working my butt off to get work done, I've gotten people coming to me to do Christmas gift art and are paying rush fees to get it done before the holiday. I'm still working on normal commissions as well but these deadlined pieces take the top priority.
I also have moved a larger commission to the top of my list as well, the clients do not mind the wait BUT the one has grown ill and hasn't been doing so well so I really want to get it done to help bring some good vibes her way and help her feel better. This piece was ordered a good long while ago so it is indeed my oldest on my list.
I also have a piece that is a larger piece that was order a good bit ago that I've been working on off and on due to subject matter so that's also on the top of my list to get done as well.
If you ever have a question about your piece or want to know where it stands please contact me. If you feel I'm not getting to you soon enough please toss me a note. I have a lot going on IRL and sometimes I forget what I have done in the day and think I've sent things when I haven't. So it's never a bad idea to be like "Hey, how's it going"
As long as you are patient and kind with me I'll be the same back.
Okay, well I need to get back to baking cookies for my work tomorrow.
There isn't much I can say other than that I hear you. And I understand, perhaps more than I can put into words-even as a writer, it's difficult to voice the heart and soul.
We all need to vent; some way, some form, it will find a way to release itself for our sakes. It's what you did, and there's nothing to apologize for. I'm glad you're holding on best you can.
Fortune favor you lass. I'll not fill this post with the typical drivel you can dredge up in a self help book, unless it's for me on how to type properly because I have had to go back and edit every single damned word I've tried to put to paper this very moment!!
But you get where I'm coming from....go to bed Rootril, you're not even drunk even if you're seeming like it..
and indeed when I vent I tend to go to the darkest part and just word vomit. It helps but at the same time can be bad due to the things I say and do. I meant to remove that journal sooner as I felt better the next day but I was logged into a different account and just kept forgetting.
I be fine and I'll push forward and it'll all work out and find a way ^^