Forgive me, guys, I'm telling you all this, but this is the only way out of my situation, because the therapist is also for me - it's too expensive for our family.

My mother recently started having health problems, high blood pressure and very high heart rate, up to 120 strokes in a calm state, so she feels very weak, can not get out of bed and constantly cries and says she will die soon. This is an incredible pressure on my psyche, because I'm empathic and the whole mood of my loved ones is immediately passed on to me. I sleep badly because of a constant sense of anxiety, and my skin is like one big scratch (it's an allergic reaction to adrenaline, according to my doctor's advice, I should not be nervous at all), and in the evening my hands begin to tremble so that I can not hold objects and so more drawing, I have to calm down for a long time, to return to work.
The cost of hospital research for mom are huge, and it also hurts me, because this month is bad in terms of finances, and we lost about 80% of the family budget due to deferred payments and employer frauds.

Thanks to my friends for their support, and also many thanks to everyone who takes the commission from me during this difficult time and supports mentally. Thank you for your help so much. I hope that I will get out of this situation as quickly as possible and my unfortunate band in life will end soon.

Thank you for your attention and let you all save your health.