SO life doesn't seem to be getting any better. I have the Job at Target, but its not enough hours, too far of a drive and just not enough money to survive. I'm desperately seeking something else... I hope the Hospital or Radioshack calls me back...
On top of that, I feel like most of my friends are just out of reach... Most of them can't (or won't, I just don't know) come chill at my apartment... I'm tired of getting the same old excuses, and having our hang out time constantly interupted by outside sources. I'm starting to remember why I didn't have friends before...

Worse then all of this is the struggle of continuing to fight with my Ex-Wife... I never know if I'm going to get my girls like I am supposed to every other Weekend. Or if I'm gonna say something new that is going to make her Use my kids as a weapon against me...

Things are just harsh now... and I feel like I don't even have anyone to turn to for emotional support...