Children these days, so quick to grow up, when I'd give anything for just a few more years of being in my early teens, maybe things would have gone differently.
This is about my little sister, she means a whole lot to me. She's like a little copy of me, who idolizes everything I do, including wanting to be an artist and will draw kiddie drawings of furrys because she sees me doing it. Which is awesome, she's such an awesome munchkin. But she's growing up and it scares the hell out of me, shes growing up even quicker than I did. Which is alot of my fault, because I treat her like an adult instead of a child to try to make her tougher when it comes to there real world. The other part of her growing up so quickly is my useless layabout poor excuse for a mom. Who puts her in way to adult situations like, "Call the cops, Jerry just beat the crap out of me so I ran him over with the car" x.x Yep thats my mom, the poorest excuse for a parental unit I've come across. Puts her needs before her children, uses her children as a scapegoat for never having to pay for anything like bills, and makes her children go through things no one should have to go through. Like no food, no clean clothes, abusive boyfriends, and general violence all around. Which made both me and my elder sister older in our minds then we actually where. Devin is no excuse.

But she's 9, she's freaking 9 years old. Not even in her teens yet and alot of things I've noticed are scaring the hell out of me. Like today, I saw her at my grandmas, and she's got eyeliner on. Well put on eyeliner, 9 and wearing makeup like an adult. As well, she's got a myspace page, which is set to private like all accounts are before year 16 is hit and it unlocks. But to make an account viewable all you have to do is send a friend request. Now I'm very mad at her having a myspace account because of how young she is, hell neopets, google search fine but actually making a profile is different. Well, this guy...I need to freaking find this guy and remove his nutters before he can do anything....Anyway, Devin clearly states on her profile her age, and has pictures of herself being dumb, which clearly show how young she is. This freaking guy asks for her phone number (She's also got a cell phone)...And because she's 9 and doesn't know how the internet works because of my moms poor parenting skills, she gave it to him. The sick bastard calls, and is hitting on my 9 year old sister on the phone *gets real pissed* Which is compleatly unexceptable, my mom should have deleated her page right there and not let her get on anymore social sites, but no she still has her page. Devins just not allowed to give out her phone number online anymore.
And the last thing that scares me, she has grown boobies. Which I didn't think 9 year olds grew boobies, but I guess I was wrong because she's got them. Its a very short time away before she starts dating, and with all the dumb shit she's seen out of our dumbshit mother I caaan't see this ending well for her, and I worry so much. Because I know my older sis lost her v card at 13, I lost mine at 14 and she's next. I'm hoping my accesive nagging about not letting boys in her pants till she's atleast 16 has gotten into her head enough. But I know she's going to be such a pretty teenage girl, because of how pretty she is now. I just hope her strangeness and creativity keep all the hormone crazed jock assholes away from her and she's smart enough to not let a sleeze talk her into doing something she doesn't want to. I also hope she doesn't get pregnant before shes 20...God...I'll be 30 then.


Anyway just a night ramble before going to bed about how quick these kids are growing up anymore. I think alot of the world is composed of bad parents who either produce bad children or exceptionally smart children who figure out what not to do in life by watching there parents.